heyhooo!!!




i need to tell something before i strt my nice post :X





I TOUCHED A DOGGGG!!!! I CUDDLED IT AND I SAYANG ITTT!!!
aren't you all proud of me?! :X HAHAHAHS.
hey! it was hard job u knww!! LOLS.
getting over your fear is such a wonderful feeling.
heeheee. ((:





anyw, yesterday wentt to ong's hse with watermelon and BRYAN BINN!! (omggg i freaking miss my cuddly bearbear((: and i got to see him atlast) muahahahs!!
before tht we went to eat our lunch and then we went to his hse.
then bus-ed to fareast and met up with begum and vino :D
watermelon and bin went to find jobs while the three of us went shopping!!!(well not exactly huh! xD)


we did a lot of crappy stuffs la.
try outt weird shades and find vino's 'PERFECT' dress.
HHAHHAS laughs!!!
we went on a fruit diet by buying lots of fruits. heehee.
superbb man!!
then walked to ion.
otw we saw linky and rhaga!!! :DD
gah, i miss the gang la.
meet up soon k ((:
after reaching ion, we went to topshop to try the heels.
omgg they were killer heels lorh.
x_x
then walk around until leg pain.
all of us wanted to eat at mac so we walked and walked and walked.
fuuuuu.
we didnt know where we were going and we ended up walking all the way to orchard central -.-
we bumped into watermelon and gang :DDD
they went back home while we continued to find a pathetic mac.
we found one atlast in centrepoint. fuuuuu. :D



ate and mrt-ed back homee.






(:







TODAYYY!! :D
went to school early in the morning regarding aia award -.-
me and dearest mummy went to temple straight from there.
i'm so satisfied by my work there.
i managed to do gardening and all.
shiok ah! :DD

then sugan,guhan,harini and bragha joined in :D
super fun though it was tiring.
we got to see the peacock and rabbit and all.
there was a mini zoo inside the temple itself.
HAHAHS. :D
the peacock actually layed an egg but sadly it broke.
then everyone was like super sad la. haiyooo.
stayed there and managed to help out till 9pm.
funfunfun!! :D

i saw someone damn interesting today >:D
HAHAHAHS.








i'm a beast.
yes i am.
i'm not a good person at all.
i'm selfish, stingy, jealous, good for nothing.
name it all.
i'm sorry i'm super hot-tempered.
i'm f-ing stupid.
get angry for EVERYTHING.
no one likes me.
that i knw.
i was never a good person.
people may have talked about me behind my back.
she is this and tht.
i have a super sad, emo face if something happens,
as though i want to tell the whole world i am sad.
i'm an attention seeker and want everyone to empathize with me.
no one has to say all these to me.
cos' i guess i figured it all out by myself.






i'm sorry i can't be someone who is patient, calm, generous whatsoever!



i can never be.
i don't want to change for others.
do i have to?
unfair.
it really is.





why must everyone change to fit in?
why?
unfair.



and yes, i sleep to forget all my troubles.
so whatt?
you think the reason why i sleep a lot is because i'm just plain lazy?
you got it wrong my dear.
you really got it wrong.










i hate this part of life.
goodbyes,heartbreaks,fights.
i hate it oh so much.





wish it never happened.