heyhooo!!!




i need to tell something before i strt my nice post :X





I TOUCHED A DOGGGG!!!! I CUDDLED IT AND I SAYANG ITTT!!!
aren't you all proud of me?! :X HAHAHAHS.
hey! it was hard job u knww!! LOLS.
getting over your fear is such a wonderful feeling.
heeheee. ((:





anyw, yesterday wentt to ong's hse with watermelon and BRYAN BINN!! (omggg i freaking miss my cuddly bearbear((: and i got to see him atlast) muahahahs!!
before tht we went to eat our lunch and then we went to his hse.
then bus-ed to fareast and met up with begum and vino :D
watermelon and bin went to find jobs while the three of us went shopping!!!(well not exactly huh! xD)


we did a lot of crappy stuffs la.
try outt weird shades and find vino's 'PERFECT' dress.
HHAHHAS laughs!!!
we went on a fruit diet by buying lots of fruits. heehee.
superbb man!!
then walked to ion.
otw we saw linky and rhaga!!! :DD
gah, i miss the gang la.
meet up soon k ((:
after reaching ion, we went to topshop to try the heels.
omgg they were killer heels lorh.
x_x
then walk around until leg pain.
all of us wanted to eat at mac so we walked and walked and walked.
fuuuuu.
we didnt know where we were going and we ended up walking all the way to orchard central -.-
we bumped into watermelon and gang :DDD
they went back home while we continued to find a pathetic mac.
we found one atlast in centrepoint. fuuuuu. :D



ate and mrt-ed back homee.






(:







TODAYYY!! :D
went to school early in the morning regarding aia award -.-
me and dearest mummy went to temple straight from there.
i'm so satisfied by my work there.
i managed to do gardening and all.
shiok ah! :DD

then sugan,guhan,harini and bragha joined in :D
super fun though it was tiring.
we got to see the peacock and rabbit and all.
there was a mini zoo inside the temple itself.
HAHAHS. :D
the peacock actually layed an egg but sadly it broke.
then everyone was like super sad la. haiyooo.
stayed there and managed to help out till 9pm.
funfunfun!! :D

i saw someone damn interesting today >:D
HAHAHAHS.








i'm a beast.
yes i am.
i'm not a good person at all.
i'm selfish, stingy, jealous, good for nothing.
name it all.
i'm sorry i'm super hot-tempered.
i'm f-ing stupid.
get angry for EVERYTHING.
no one likes me.
that i knw.
i was never a good person.
people may have talked about me behind my back.
she is this and tht.
i have a super sad, emo face if something happens,
as though i want to tell the whole world i am sad.
i'm an attention seeker and want everyone to empathize with me.
no one has to say all these to me.
cos' i guess i figured it all out by myself.






i'm sorry i can't be someone who is patient, calm, generous whatsoever!



i can never be.
i don't want to change for others.
do i have to?
unfair.
it really is.





why must everyone change to fit in?
why?
unfair.



and yes, i sleep to forget all my troubles.
so whatt?
you think the reason why i sleep a lot is because i'm just plain lazy?
you got it wrong my dear.
you really got it wrong.










i hate this part of life.
goodbyes,heartbreaks,fights.
i hate it oh so much.





wish it never happened.

HELLOOOO.



went to cck polyclinic with Dad.
he had his own appt while i went to consult the doctor regarding these mysterious lumps that have been forming on my neck area.
weird. hmmm.
lols.



i had one lump on my cheekbone last week.
& i went to genting with tht pathetic lump in super uber pain.
and yesterday, a new lump formed on the other side.
& so i decided to consult the doctor.
after consulting the doctor,
he said he didn't know what was happening but gave me antibiotics to heal it.
PS: he also said there are more lumps tht are small in size that were about to form!! ARGH??!!
lols. so yeahh.
went back home with Dad.
damn scared for god-knows-what-reason.
and it's damn pain lorh. x_x
save me.
LOLS.


no plans for today AGAIN.
*sigh.
all thanks to begum!!!!!!!!!!!
arsenal la you.




LOLS.
okayy thts it for todayy.
ciaoooo!! :D

hello readers!

for the fact tht i am writing a second post in one day,
concludes tht i have no life today.
LOLS.
it's true.
went for dental appt.
then went to temple to meet my dearest mum then went plaza ALONE,
and went back home.



guess what i did next?




SLEEPPPPP!!

goshh. x_x
i really think i'm pathetic.
LOLS.
sleep for god-knows-how-long.




so whatt if i'm scared of dogs?
tht really doesn't mean i'm a weak, fragile person.
it justt means i'm scared of dogs.
i'm not scared of them for no reason.
smth had happened tht made me feel this way.
call me a coward or whatsoever,
i don't care.
cos only i know who i really am.




(:



you can always walk through that door
&pretend that i never entered your life.





replies to tags;



Nick: hola! (: of course we'll keep in touch!!! you're my sexy man. HAHAHHAS. hope church friend is fine >:D




Sam: Hey girl!! you're missed super muchhhh!! :D



ZY: HAHAS. i think i shall wait for the dvd or smth la. btw, they said the last part was very scary. the beginning wasn't tht scary but definitely a movie to watch :D gah. i so want to watch tht lorh. oh well.


Thomas: good for youuu!! HHAHAS please don't write your post until like compo la. i thought i was the worst but i found someone even more atrocious than mine. HAHAHAHAS. jking. take care!!! :D

HELLOOOOOO!


miss me rightt?!!
HAHHAS :X



came back frm genting on friday nightt.
u can see what fun we had in genting on begum's blogg.
i'm super lazy to type a whole chunk HAHAHS. :D
after i reached sg, went back home, washed up and went to meet ramesh and others
for saturday's show rehearsal(i was singing! :D chio right?!) HAHAHAHS.
anyw, saw the dancers do their stuff then went to raj's hse for karaoke.
cool man. i was stressed at the same time having fun.
HAHHAS.
only rched back home at 12++



saturday was the actual day and so went to ramesh's hse to take the deco at 9.30am.
begum and vino and jasima joined in a bit later.
:DD
then went to the hardcourt.
then the sound ppl came and we tested mics, did the goodie bags and so on.
bought my contact lenses!! warm hazel. shiok u knw! :D
then ate and slacked a lot.
went to wash up and get ready for the deepavali show.
and tada!!! the show strted LOLS.
i saw sivakumar! walao can faint man. xD
ananthi,kasturi,udaya,karthik,saritha,sivabalan all performed.
not bad at all! :D
i think my performance was goood.
HHAHAHS.
((:
reach home at 12.45? yeah arnd there.




on sunday,
skipped vocal lessons and went for shooting for v central's show.
met up with those who were going at lot1.
went to eat breakfast and went to orchard then to beo crescent.
it was fun yet tiring.
we had to clean the whole hse and paint it all.
but i guess i was satisfied tht i did something good. (:
then took mrt to jurong then took a bus to jurong cc.
we went to watch their deepavali show.
it was good but could never beat ours >:D HAHAHS
ate and headed back home.
reached home 11++.
YAY!!



today slept like a pig and woke up 10mins ago.
HAHAS.
:D
need to go dental appointment ):










thats it for today peepos!!
takecare!
ciao!

helloooo!!
it's a beautiful sunday nightt! :D

woke up early for my vocal lessons
with such a sucky feeling tht i'm gonna get scolded upside down
for not cming for classes for so long AND for not practicing at home.
when i reached my class,
i saw a familiar looking face & it was
VIGNESH!! wadafa was he doing there lorhh.
i didn't knw he was teaching me?!!!
my friend?! teaching me??!
so weird sia. x_x
very very weird.
(my current teacher went overseas without telling anyone. hmm? fishy...)
but it ended up to be a fun session and all.
((:
didn't get scolded and all but am stuck with him for 2 weeks!
can tahan :X



went to mustafa; shop shop shop! with dearest mummy. ((:
and went to this shop tht sells super deeelicious chappati(indian wholemeal bread :D)
foooo! it was a blast man.


came back home, slept like a pig till 7++pm!!
omgg la.
pathetic.
HAHHAAS. (:




as promised, shall update on what i had been doing for the past few days! :D



THURSDAY;
went for ticket selling with puyal team..
this time, around yew tee area.
it was ok la. not bad. (:
then went to eat with the GANG(begum never cme )): ) and sooriyan :D
cab back homee.



FRIDAY;
went to school to pay for genting trip..
it was the last day of o's for most in my class.
hoooray for everyone excpt aaron and edwin.
HAHAHAHS. >:D
went to catch a movie with the GANG( siva never cme )): ) along with sooriyan! (:
initially planned to watch paranormal activities
but had to watch 2012 due to some reasons.
LOLS.
but i thinkk 2012 was goood!
though i don't know why the guys found it stupid and all.
diff people diff opinions i guess. HAHHAS.
((:
there were some parts that were unrealistic and all.
but all in all, it was a good movie to catch if paranormal activities is not your choice of movie to watch.

headed back home while begum went out with her cous. :D



i want to watch kandaen kaadhalai! (tamil romantic movie)

it's a remake of Jab We Met(hindi romantic movie)

LOLS.
people said the hindi version was nicer cos tamanna wasn't able to
be as bubbly as the heroine in the hindi movie but who cares!
HAHAHS. ((: she's still pretty and all. :D


SATURDAY;
met up with linky and rhaga to go and set up for the deepavali show.
went back home to get ready for the show at 3+
and met up with vino at yewtee at 5.30 (:
it was a tiring day la.
was super stressed also. LOLS.
then met up with shami at 7pm
andd the show strted.
the show wasn't tht bad though it was an example of a no-crowd disaster kind of situation.
LOLS.
headed back home at 11+pm.





going science centre to see the body body thing tmrw!
with watermelon,begum,marcus and some others whom i haven't figured out who yet. LOLS.
hopefully it's fun and interesting.
not like our usual post exam activities kind of thing.
LOLS!!



going genting in 2 days time!!
OMGG can't believe it HAHAS.
((:
lovesloves!!
i want to go-kart!!
HAHHAS.


that's about it i guess.


will post tmrw before going off genting the next morning.
won't post for abt 4 days i thinkk.
(i shall do a big post when i return or something :D)


don't miss me!! HAHHAS.
toodles! :D

heyheyy!
damn lazy to post about yest and todayy.
shall do it one shot on sunday. ((:





can't wait to go on monday with watermelon to the bodybody thing.
HAHAHAS.
begum coming with me rightt?! >:D


can't wait for sundayy.
finally after a long time, my throat is going to be real active for vocal lessons.
:D


can't wait for tuesday!!
GENTINGGGG!
wooohooo. (:
can bully edwin. HAHAHAHAHS.
:X





i want to look at you and say hello(:
HAHHAHAS. x_x




im super tired.
need to help outt in deepavali show tmrw.
jeez. needa to wake up early uhh.
ugh.




&glenn,
super sorry for postpone-ing our datee!!
i feel so bad. super badd.
sorry my bad. HAHAS.
after i cme back frm genting.
forgive me dearest! :D
love youuu!!!



HUIMING!!
have fun in your prom nightt.
aiyahh lots of shuai ge will come to you after seeing your fab dress.
meet up reall soon kayy!!
PS: i'll text you tmrw.
pinky pinky promise. ((:
love youuuu!!
ARGH miss you.
& i'm freakin amazed we've came this far!!
I didn't believe i would have ever bonded with u till this longg && MUST CONTINUE KAY.
HAHAHHAS.
i'm super shock u knw! i'm still recovering frm it.
no one has ever done it better than you ; cherishing a friendship so much.
moreover, it was only the last two days of the camp we bonded and foooo look how far we have come.
trust me, though i might not have text-ed you and all,
i still cherish youuu man.
i still rmb the string game we played with the team during the camp and we had to choose someone u really like & i chose u rmb?!
HAHHAAS. i miss your retainers and super straight hair!! :D






okayy thts it for todayy.
pretty tired alrdy :X





ciaooo!!!

PS; my twitter chio rightt?!
after freakin long i'm using it again.
pathetic :X

HELLOOOO!


sorry for not updating yesterday and all.
been busyy!!



O LEVELS ARE FINALLY OVERRRRRR!!!
can't believe it man.
i'm gonna miss my classmates and all though.
on a brighter note, we're gonna meet up on class chalet and genting trip rmb?!!
HAHAHAS.
wooohooo!
damn excited.



anyw,
yesterday was a tiring day.
went back home after my FINAL PAPER.
played cafe world( HEY! IT'S FUN! AND IT'S ON FACEBOOK)
hhhahas! then went to lot1 to meet up with vj,mon,van,hasan,toshiba,val and jas.
then went under the blk cos nth to do ma.
lepaklepak.
then went to strt selling tix around cck area.
the GANG came along excpt for begum. ):
LOLS. me and elan paired up to sell the tix and not bad we managed to sell 2 booklets.
yeehoo! :DD
then later paired up with the GANG,van and sooriyan ((:
managed to sell one pathetic ticket HAHAHAHAHS.
oh well. cannot blame anyone cos the blocks were covered alrdy.
took a taxi back home with linky,rhaga and sooriyan.
thanks guys!! <3




today, i'm not sure whatt i'm gonna do actually.
had to cancel watermelon's date to the gym.
now, i'm helpless.
LOLS.
staying home and rotting with cafe world is a bad idea.
wheres my GANG?! hhahas. :X


planning to cut my hair before genting trip.
should i?
*still thinking since last mth.
HAHHAAHAHS.



this is my 50th post for my new blog.
not bad not bad.
woohooo!
*claps.
i miss my old blog though.
got so many posts one.
HAHAHHAS.



okok thats it for today.
will update later or tmrw.
depends.
heehee.
take care
& tooodles!! :D

yo! :D




today started off very badly la.
i don't know why but i suddenly no mood i guess.
ugh )):


had mt lesson.
(:



then things got better after i took a short, quick nap in the mrt
on the way to woodlands lib with BEGUM!!! <3
hahhaas (:
went to eat first and then we started off to the lib.
after studying we strted to laugh laugh for stupid reasons.
we listened to diff songs and laughed like some stupid crap xD
LOLS.
exited lib and went to walk around causeway.
went to diff places and had a good time.
then we went to mac.
there's a new one for mcflurry series called "mix&match"
not bad lei!
you guys should try heeehee.
((:
you can mix whatever flavour u want but only up to 3 combi.
:D

&& guess who we saw?!!!
STEVEN LIMMMMM!!! OMFGGGGG.
HAHAHHAAS.
he said hello to me like he know me like tht.
then shami got shocked then ask me who he is.
after explaining to her,
she kept laughing LOLS. crazy she (:
but what shocked me the most was,
he started singing to himself like some crazy f la.
dunno whats wrong with him.
somemore one chinese song in mac. -.-
wadafa.
i knew he was abit kuku after i saw his video on xiaxue going on a blind date and his sg idol video.
-.- omgg la.
LOLS!!!
me and begum laugh like some crazy f until cannot take it.
then we ciao.
headed back home!! :D
saw one cute guy in the lrt!! walao eh. HAHAHAS. (:
okayy didn't say anything HAHAHS.






thats it for tuuuudaayyyy! ((:
byebye!





tmrw mt exam.
shoots. LOLS.

HELLOOO!!! :D
i'm so hyper.
not sure why also.
LOLS.



went out with shami, linky, rhaga and siva to study.
(i think next time call them team elmo)
the story behind why it is called elmo is damn random.
tsk!!
almost everyday go out with them then lazy to write all of their names.
HAHAHS.
ended up laughing like crap with them.
funny people.
LOLS.
i think today we gossip a lot and we got to knw abt each other more.
not badd.
MUST GO OUT AFTER O'S KAY?!
:DD


3 more dayys!!! woohooo!
& then im freeeeeee.
for atleast 2 mths?
LOLS.


okayy there are two unknowns i have to relate to;


YOU! (you know who u are >:D)
suddenly you talked to me.
long time since i had a heart-heart talk with you.
gah. imy..
meet up after o's kayy.
wooots!! :D




and you,
give me a motivation to get overr.
i'm sick and tired of all of it suddenly.
falling for you was like reaching out for something u can never get.
i thought we were meant to be at one point of time.
but now i realise, you got a life of your own that u need to lead.
can't believe its so hard for me..
why?! ughh.




thats it for today.



mt lesson tmrw!
lazy to wake up early la -.-



tooodles! :DD

heyhey!! (:





went to play badminton with begum and yk! ((:
funfun.
halfway rain lehh.
but we still play in that heavy rain,
HAHAHAS.
was quite fun la.
haiyaa after 2 hours of playing,
some asses go and spoil my mood. >:l
really hate them to the max man.




you want to be racist don't live here la.
think about where u are and which country are you in.
a country that emphasizes equality okay.
don't show your f-ed up attitude to us.
go and look at yourself in the mirror.
you will never survive in this society if you continue this piece of shit.
what if you were born as the minority?
see if you got respect ahh.
f-ers. talk so much like they taking over the country like tht.
mind your language la.
after all u guys are still young.
please go learn ss when u reach sec3 and learn something.
CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE.
make me piss off like what sia.
show your f-ing attitude to other people
not to us man.
not to us.
stay racist for all i care.
people will start talking about you behind YOUR back.
maybe infrnt of you tooo.
who knows.
keep your comments to yourself from now on.
watch your mouth and be polite to others
black, white, yellow or rainbow coloured people.
i don't care.
just think before you say anything...
go and reflect on your irritating attitude towards society...
after all, sg hands is in the hands of people of your age too.





sorry about that.
just a bit pissed about what had happened recently.




came back home and watched hindi movie called "Janemann"
omgg la i started cryingg.
damn touching movie..
not bad not bad.
one of the rare movies that made me cry.
it's a love story, of course! >:D
ahahas.








i thought about you.
and yes, it's a pain start to moving on.
will you come back?
i don't know...
i really don't.


as soon as forever is through,
that's when i will be over you.

heyheyyy!!


if o's ending.
then p's coming!!! HAHAHAS.
okayy p's sounds like pees/ PEACE!!
o.o
whatever. LOLS.
anywayy im super uber happy.
you know why?
ask me why?!!!! LOLS.
cos 2 papers and i'm off frm secondary school life!!
i know a lot of ppl will miss me but what to do.
HAHAHAHHAS.
PS: eunice already misses me :X



i've still got tamil and science paper 1.
can't wait can't wait.
can't wait for it to end.
can't wait for hols.
can't wait to spend time with friends.
can't wait to do everything i have been wanting to do la!!!
OHOH not forgeting,
CAN'T WAIT TO GO GENTINGGGG!
:DD
can't wait this can't wait tht. HAHAHAHAS.





people want to leave can leave.
people want to join can join.
i can't be bothered alrdy i guess.
i've put in so much faith.
but now, i think no use la (:
whatever it is, i'm just gonna cherish the people who're gonna be with me
whether for a short or long time.





i can't wait for tmrw!!
tell you tmrw.
HAHAHAHS.
suspense suspense
*shhhhh.
okay tht was lame.




anyw, toodles ppl!! :D




you caught me.
but i ain't gonna keep it tht way.
i'll find a way.
myself.
it will all make sense.
one day.

yoyo! :D



geog was freakin hard cann!
i think i'm going to screw up my humanities.
oh dear oh dear. HAHAS.
haiya cannot do anything about it already la.
but i really think the paper's structure like damn weird.
no sketching, no map reading -.-



phy was good! (:
hahaas.
i think so? :/



went to plaza to eat with yk, shami, linges and rhaga.
&& i saw heri !!! :D
PS: how's the foundation? act cute. so vain for whatt.
imy la!!! after o's okayy? :P



(: then headed back home!



can't wait for at least this fridayy.
after this friday quite relax.
tsktsk.


i learnt smth new from someone who knows how to create weird things out of nothing.
o.o
"toodles! let's go eat noodles!"
HAHAHAHS. :X


ok weird. i know.
okayy then thats it for todayy.
ciaoo! ((:



when someone said, we were gone,
nope we weren't.
when someone said, we were surviving,
nope we weren't.
i've lost my mind. totally.

heyhey! (:





ss was pretty hard la.
tskkk!!



chem was goooood!!((:
cant believe i could do it.
anyway cannot praise myself
must praise cambridge for the easy paper.
LOLS.




then went lot1 with shami,yk,siva,rhaga and linky.
had fun though i had a very bad stomach pain after that ))):


bought tht medicine for diarrhoea
and guess wht!
its f-ing pain now!
-.-
LOLS.
hope i get well soon like real soon.
):




thats it for today.
toodles(:





make me forget.
everything.
pls.
like everything.
cos i can't take it anymore.
bang my head on the wall.(:
i can never forget.
never.
but at least heal the god damn pain.




& no matter how many time it rings in your mind,
you don't....
ah nvm.