reaching out for you♥

♥

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

HELLOOO.
:D
hyperness strikes today especially now.
LOLL. dunnoew why la.
very random i know. heehee.
anyway school has reopened.
and ever since then ive been feeling so tired. )):
god save me, i needa focus especially now!!
HAHA.

im so happy.
ok i got nth to say.
why am i so happy?
i dont know.
maybe cos my screw is dislodged frm my brain.
((:

tooodles!

♥

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Heyo! :D hahaa.
today was an awesomee day out with some of my singing mates.
Shankari,Yanthini and Margaret. damn funny lah all of them.
first met up with shankari and yanthini. actually planned to go bugis with them uh.
we did go.
then suddenly margaret say she was lonely and all so we called her out too. hahaa.
shop shop shop! :D
bought a belt and shirt. heehee((:
nice uhh. woohoo!
look around for like i think 2hrs.
then all of us went to iluma to walk around.
heehee.
we went to the fifth floor then to play ARCADEEE! HAHAHAHAA!
its been so long since i ever played arcade or had fun! xD
then i bought tokens to play one game.
must hop and hop onee.
damn wrong ah. HAHA. but was very fun xD
then later me and shankari bought somemore tokens to play biking game. so fun xD HAH.
walk around walk around then i decided to bring the three of them to lot1 cos they havent been there before.
we went to eat ( shankari, rmb the man?? yes the man. HEEHEE)
then walk walk then Yanthini had to go off first(:
left with me, shankari and margaret. xD
talk talk talk, walk walk walk.
then bought ice creams and headed back home.
it was a fun day guys!
hope to go out with u guys again!
love youu! :DD

school reopening?
sigh.
:l hahaa. okeh lah.

ok im gonna watch movie. xD
toodlesss! :DD

♥

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Heyy!
hahaa today was the weirdest day uh.
hais so many embarrassing moments.
first went to school to pass up ong's hmewrk.
i trying to finish the hmewrk then mr rao keep on joking and laughing like some mad person.
but i still like him cos he makes me laugh a lot not because hes got good sense humour but because he has a bad one.
he laughs at his own jokes when other ppl dont -.-
then saw taufik, HERI!! ((:, mr tan and jeng jeng jeng MR ONG. x.x
HAHAHAH!
charlie angels went to meet linges and siva and one of siva's friend or smth.
LOLL i kept arguing with siva. damn funny lorhh. xD
anyway sorry siva. i know you know that it was all for gags.
then all of us went to lot1 to makan. elan joined in.
hahaa. 2 embarrassing moments happened there.

ONE.
surya stands near the prata shop.
surya sees that a lady was having trouble taking her tea.
surya helped the lady take the tea.
The Lady: no i need the whole tray ah.
Surya: orh ok.
surya puts tea back.
-.-

TWO.
Surya stands infront of prataman.
prataman faces surya and talk something she didnt understnd.
Surya: HUH?
Prataman: no i not talking to you. i talking to him(points at another prataman)
-.- ZOMG lah.

so yeahh.. so many weird things happened in one day. x.x
then later charlie angels went to causeway.
then went to woodlands lib.
saw bavithira!! :DD
1 of the charlie angels had to go off.
so ended up with 2.
then yk joined us. :D
i was dreaming then i decided i would sleep.
hahaa. then we left.
in the MRT these 2 irritating ppl keep on making me laugh despite my bladder problems lorhh!
then we crapped and laughed thru the whole journey until the rest in the mrt were staring at us -.- LOLLL!
then later on my wat back home( i was under my block), water splash on me from the block. wahh i super pissed lorhh! tht was the only way i could walk thru and some stupid person just splashed water lah! biang eh. -.-
but i just walked off malu and wet cos one malay lady kept on staring at me x.x
sighh.. what a day.
but i loved it :D

h1n1 is scaring me.
oh man. lets have faith. ((:

i would be the stupidest person on earth if i still have faith in you.
over it.((:
thank you once again for showing u cared when it wasnt sincere.

cant wait for "daddy"s farewell party! HAHA
i wonder what kind of party can he organise.
a mogu party? HAHAHAH!
i knw u knw. :D

thats it for today. TOOODLES!

♥

Monday, June 22, 2009

Heyhey!

been quite a while since i posted. heehee.
have been busy..
AMATHS CANCELLED FOR THE WHOLE WEEK.
woohoo!
i dunno if its a good thing or bad thing.
but tht meant i have more time for my hmeworkk.
H1N1 is freaking me outt.
andd yet sch reopens next monday as per normal? crap lah.
for once i was so happy that there was an extension of holidayy.
then.. oh crap. -.-
oh well..
went out to study todayy((:
im tired.
im bored
im troubled
but im ok(:
haha okehh anyway, SALIHAN all the bestt okehh?!
:DD you can do it!
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my "DADDDY" is LEAVING! )):
i'll miss you like crazyy.
lets keep in contact through your PLAIN faceboook. xD
hahaa you know i know >:D
takecare of yourselff very very much. :l
you know i know that i'll miss you!! ((:
you and your crappiness will never be forgotten.
heehee.
i know you can never forget me.
HAHA i no need to worry abt tht atleast xD
HAHA! wish u all the best in your future endeavours.
so long,bestest-crapper-on-earth(:
who never fails to make me laugh,
who never fails to make me feel grateful,
who never fails to make me sing well,
who never fails to get flowers for me,
who never fails to make my day no matter how tired i have been,
who never fails to appreciate my kindness,
who never fails to joke,
who never fails to BULLY me! >:D
who never fails to thank me,
who never fails to keep me going during the stressful periods.
your presence had changed my life.
a BIG THANK YOU(:
continue singing like a pro like u always do. :D

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you really did put on a good act.
thanks for being such a great person..
i should have listened. but i didnt.
cos i believed everything would be alright.
everyone around me were just exaggerating..
hah.look whatt fate has brought me to do..
((:
you will never know what my next step is..
u might think everything will go on goood.
but trust me, it wont.
you think you can have it all.
this, you wont(:
u can carry on with your nasty hideouts..
im done with it.

well, thats what i say atleast...but..
you know what? sometimes its hard.
but i gotta do whats best((:

tooodless! :DD

♥

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

heyheyy! :D
today has been a very weird yet unforgettable dayy.
hafi joined us in going to the library!
so me shami and vino and hafi met at woodlands lib then went to study.
lots of things happened there lah dont wanna talk abt it. hahaa.
then went to lot1 and played with hafi and shami at the playground in lot1 while vino went home.
vino too mature to play HAHA. :X
no lah she had stuffs to do at home so she took a leave.
haha it was VERY fun right shami?
hahaa hafi got wet in the process of playing the water games..
heehee. yah it was fun but a lot of drama unleashed today lah xD

& tml is the dayy.

no matter how much we fight,
we play,
no matter how far apart we are,
no matter how much i hated you when u showered me with so much love,

i was grateful& i love you! :D

lets think positive..
dont scare me either..
i love you(:
i really do.

its too early..
we still have a longer journey to embark on.
((: its gonna be a minor one, ok?

stay strong babe.!

♥ lets be 100% committed.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

greeting to all!
hahaaa camp yesterday was super uber fun uhh!
this camp had actually made me realise that im actually truly bonded to 4e1 eh? :D
c'mon think abt it.
this had been, you should say, the 1st time we see 4e1's class spirit coming alive.
and im indeed amazed by all of your efforts.
so lets be 100% committed and help each other in future, yes?
:D
we can do it. & it all has to come from the mind and soul(:
yesterday had been a blast.
we learnt about sQ3R and then we went for lunch.
no lunch for me,eunice,shami and yk.
we waited for the rice to arrive then we strted eating.
then went to black box to do the memory game stuff.
then we went back to canteen to eat then waited at the canteen for debrief for those whose parents were coming on tht day.
i strted crapping like crazy.
took videos and photos.
ICHIBAI!!!! HAHAHA! :X
my neck pain luh ok.
xD
yeahh then went to black box, gave our cards to our parents.
the moment i gave my card, my mum stared at me.
at one moment, i felt the love.
and yeah, then went to the back to sit with eunice&shamimah.
then strted cheering,seeing montage and taking pledge.
overall, it was a very gooooooooood super good camp.
i love you all guys!
i'll miss ADRIAN,BEN,VICKI,SIMON,PINKY and a lot of ppl((:
we hope to see u soon esp simon&vicki! :D

4e1,simon and vicki; iloveyou! :D

♥ TIRING BUT USEFUL(:

Friday, June 12, 2009

heyyo!
had motivational camp today! woohoo.
damn cool ah. but at sme point of time i found it boring but enriching.
hopee to see a change tml. :D
i think im 'enlightened' now. hahaa.
everyone must do the essay ok? :DD hahaa.
adrian gave us a homework to do an essay. thanks ah.
anyway it shows us how committed we can get ((:
morning had some ice breakers then strted the dry part of the day.
food was gooood especially dinner. heehee((:
are u motivated guys?
for me, not yet.
maybe soon yeah heehee.
no need do concert tml! woohoo!
cancelled all rehearsals and performance(:
thank God.

do i have anyth else to say?

oh yes! cant wait for an outing again with excos?
heehee :D so we can talk abt more stuffs wif bert. *grins
thank you bert for the bert book((: HAHA. :X

i miss everyonee. ok very random.

toodles! :D

can i turn back time? i know i cant. so i'll pretend nothing happened to me, stranger((:

♥ fifteen(:

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
And you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way

It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know, I haven't seen you around before"

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be outta here as soon as we can

And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin 'round
But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors

♥

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

heyhey! i think today is the best day of the week. no schoool! woohoo! hahaa.
xD have been slacking since morning.
okeh not really.
i woke up at 7.30 and strted reading the book shami bestie recommended me.
ahh Nora Roberts' books damn nice uhh.
all abt love mah :X hahhaa.
oh well, got out of bed at 10.30; bath-ed and ate.
now im blogging. heehee.
im just pretty disturbed about everything that is happening around me.
why cant friendships last forever?
its just amazing. despite the fact that their friends dont change, they keep changing friends.
oh,forget it.
yest, went to study in lot1 with yk,shami& vino.
vino came at 4++. and yk was a bit crazy yest.
she kept laughing and laughing!! dont knw whats wrong with her.
but she does seem nice ((: hahaa.
& yk, im sorry((:
gonna head to lot1/causeway to study again.

can we bring yesterday back around?

i'm gonna let go of you. you just dont seem to notice anything.(:

if only you knew how i really felt deep inside...

love isnt a game, my dear friend.

i took it seriously.

i wonder if u did.

anyway, it doesnt bother me now.

cos' i think i know whats happening.

or atleast i know what will happen.

goodbye,stranger.

♥

Sunday, June 7, 2009

heyhey! back from Drama Camp!

this camp has really made an impact in my life man.

it really showed and proved to me how much drama had meant to me and how much drama had been part of my life. hahaa.((:

i`ll miss all of you.

Good things have to come to an end, dont you agree?

But that doesnt mean that this bond we've created throughout these years would come to an end.

it would always be in our hearts.forever.

no matter where we are or what we become, these memories would become part of our life.

I love you all ((:

weird things have been happening in my life for the past few days. just hoping for the best luhh(:

school tmrw? oh man. english module? hais hope it would be an enriching one..

will update you with drama camp pics soon. ((:

Toodles!

Grandma; nothing will happen to you. its very minor. dont take things too seriously and worry everyone. we love you & you love us. that is all tht matters now. nothing will happen to you, i assure you. your a healthy, strong and brave person rmb? you will soon realise that i have always been there for you. in your heart. you dont need constant calls frm me.. dont be afraid of the future, grandma.instead, i hope you would cherish the present. you would never leave us. atleast not so soon. i knw that i dont knw what God has organised for you. just be positive and strong and everything will be alright. ((: iloveyou grandma.

a choice that is left undecided. i want to give it my all. but will you?

♥

Friday, June 5, 2009

ah this is shamimah begum. this gal here, is funny and outgoing.she doesnt care what ppl has to say about her. thts what i like about her. she is someone who would be there for no matter what happens. it can be hard gaining her trust, but c'mon shes the best person you would wanna ever hang out or talk to. ((: i love you, gal! :D

SHES A STAR. hahaha. this is vinothini. ppl call her vino. she looks very bright and nice. indeed she is, but one thing about her, shes super blur. i think ever blur than me :X hahahah. but its her blur-ness that keeps us happy haha. shes a precious person u would want to be with. she makes your life a happy one, and gives you a shoulder to lean on whenever u need one. vino, i love you too((:

♥

Hello hellooo! :D
its been a long long time since i blogged yeah?
Oh well i am back and i hope i dont leave my dearest blog like i did previously. hahah
life have been very happening yet fattening these days. HAHA fattening? o.O! yes, indeed.
this week, mdm sellathye brought us to an indian dining restaurant then straight after that, me and shami went to sakura for a dinner with the drama SYF cast and crew. damn coool ah the food. i kinda regret that i ate too much in the indian restaurant cos there was awesome food in sakura! hahaha. oh well. then today, had pizza. Ms Ruby treated us with pizza for our hard work during the mid years. woohoooo!yeahh so i have been eating a lot of fatty food for the past few days. ugh!
today, went to woodlands library to study with vino and shami.
initially had planned to go with siva and doughnut. but they cancelled it last min.
so it was supposed to be a girls` study day out.
When shami and vino went to eat in KFC, i had been busy finding for seats in the library when i came across Sharan. so it didnt happen to be a girls` day out but it was fun.
:DD right girls? hahhaa.
then later we went to lepak in causeway for a while and then go and eat while sharan went back home. we had lots of fun basically. talking about our most embarrassing moments and all. we had a good laugh yeah! hahaha.
while we were laughing and laughing in banquet in causeway, shami's slipper tore.
And poor shami had to walk like someone who was limping. hahah. it was very funny but amazingly it didnt offend her cos she herself ended up laughing. hahaa.
then we kept thinking of how shami will get down and up the stairs and stuffs. damn funny ah.
and then there was this man we saw in cck mrt stn, he stared at us while we were laughing like sme mad ppl. then later he just walked past shami so quickly with his trolley, asking his wife to walk faster. the way he asked his wife to walk faster was damn funny ahh, i think if i were to be his wife, by now i would have whacked him and just walk slowly. later then did we realise that he was actually hurrying cos he wanted to catch the lift. >:l LOLL.
after which, vino,shami and myself headed back home.((: it was a blast guys, i hope this would happen more often. bffs forever!! muahha.

Thank you Mdm Sellathye, Ms Ruby,Mrs Soon and Chermaine for the wonderful treat! :DD love youu!

To my bffs: thanks for adding colours into my life. i thought i would never have a very stable friendship with anyone. but u guys proved me wrong eventually. ((: hope this amazing friendship will last even after we go our own ways. at heart, we will still be thre for each other yeahh? i love you guys! & i`ll never forget the both of you for making such a great impact in my life by showering me with your constant love, care and concern. u guys will always stay in my heart. thank you once again. :D

To Mdm Sellathye: Have a good, fun trip to Europe! haha. we`ll miss you dearly. return back safely!! most importantly, have a BLAST! :D we love you.

Drama camp tml! woohoo. everything packed and off to go tml. heehee.
miss me ppl! -.- haahaa,
toodles!((:

♥

Thursday, June 4, 2009

heyyy!((: