reaching out for you♥

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Friday, July 31, 2009

Hello ppl.
life sucks, it really does.
it never used to be the same.
for the past few weeks i have been feeling terrible.
why must it always be me leh?
cant you find other people to pick on?
WHYWHYWHY
ugh.
anyway, had lessons today.
and i should admit, today had been the worst day of my life.
everything is falling apart.
hais. i dont know la.

anyway, thanks to those who tried to cheer me up.(:

and you,
thanks for trying to help me out yeah.
i will strive on.
i will prove her man!
she wants it, i'll give it!

and you,
dont look down on me or the others.
we have brains of our own and
we will prove to you that we can do it too.

goodbye,readers(:

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Thursday, July 30, 2009

helloo. ((:
just came back from interview.
pretty okayy. heehee.
sorry for not posting for a few days.
ha been pretty busy and stressed.

i know i cant live up to your standards.
shout at me for all i care.
im too used to it man.
but all i ever wanted was to see you happy.
im sorry if i hurt you,
i will try my best this time.
its the last straw
and i shall.
lets have faith.
im sorry for having neglected you.

TAG REPLIES;

Shami; i love you too babe! muahh!! :DD

Jasmine; Yes, i do rmb you and thank you for tagging(: c u soon!

Sameen; ILYtooo! and thanks for the tag. and for the pictures, i have got no idea why they are so blur. blogger these days.. ahhaha! tc!

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Friday, July 24, 2009

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Tuesday, July 21, 2009

im getting old!
cannot turn my neck to the right!
my neck become stiff luh!
ugh. )):
tmrw o level LC.
GOOD LUCKK EVRYONE.
today was funn.
heehee.
Happy Racial Harmony Day! :DD
love all of you!
HEEHEE.
post photos soon.

if im meant not to talk to you,
then forget it. (:

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Thursday, July 16, 2009

To comical stranger:

life isnt a bed of roses.
strive hard and reach for success k?
u have my support.
u have never failed to make me smile.
and to thank you, i would really like to help u frm the bottom of my heart.
study hard.
prove them all tht u can do it.
most importantly, prove to yourself.
i care for you.
and this is why im saying this.
i ahev faith and trust in u tht u would change.
the rest is up to you.
((:
i'll be there for u when u need me.
you might have lots friends.
but u cannot be influenced.
have a mindset of your own.
im sure u will succeed.
are u ready for the race of effort to begin?((:
i'll be in the race with you.
:DD

sarah told me this and i guess she had made me think.
LIFE IS WONDERFUL WHENEVER U TAKE THE CHANCES THAT U FEAR MOST.NEVER THINK TWICE,AND COURAGE IS NEEDED TO SUCCEED

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Sunday, July 12, 2009

heyho! :D
skipped school today.
naughty surya.
no lah i was sickk.
and i couldnt get up in the morning.
LOLL.
then later did i realise that i had to give a song cd to mdm sellathye.
mum didnt want me to go out so she went to school to give it.
thanks mum! :DD

why do i feel this way after all that i have said?
why is it so hard?
this isnt right.
you guys looked so good.
i'd rather be a stranger to all.

catching up with old friends..
sometimes, i have realised that, when your going through tough periods, catching up with an old friend is a good thing.
after all, i have missed them so much(:

maybe you should catch up with an old friend too.
and see what wonders it can make in ur lifee(:

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Wednesday, July 8, 2009

i dont know where to go.
i dont know where to end up.
i dont know how to go.
i dont know when to go.
i dont know when this would end.
i dont know what will happen.
i dont know if i will suffer
i dont know if i will be happy.
i dont know how i would see myself as.

but one thing i know is that i dont know.

i need to find strength.

i need to realise that " IM SHOULD GO FOR IT. DONT HESITATE; TAKE THE RISK"

i need to buck up

i need to see myself somewhere

i need to have goals

i need to have plans

but when?

i want to let it all out.
i want to fly kites;ride on a boat; see the moonlight near the beach.
so many wants.
but when?

im stressed over nothing.

suddenly, everything seems to be hectic.

what is happening?

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Wednesday, July 1, 2009

heyy(:

im feeling scared.
lonely.
pressurized.
sad.
moody.
i dunno what else.
today isn't a very good day for me.
tomorrow's mt o level oral.
im really panicking.
im not sure i can make it.
i dont even know if i can ace my mt paper to pull me up.
i dont know.
im not that good.
dont think i can always ace man.
but im keeping my fingers crossed.
im trying my best.
i need strength and confidence..

please..