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brand new year!

2010-03-01T05:24:00.000-08:00

hello hello!

omgg la. it's been long since i posted huh.
super sorry!
and i'm very sure most of u have given up looking for updates on my blog. :X
have been busy with school and all.
yes it's tiring and stealing my baby sleep away frm me ):
must tahan! hahahs!
endurance.
:/ so many hmewrk to do and here i am blogging to keep myself happy.
no life.
LOLS.
hmm i've been missing all of my classmates. )): heehee.
today's pe sucked to the max man. wdh.
having leg cramp again. pity me.
HAHAHS.
and i bought a new phone!!!
omg!
i'm boasting. so what :P
i bought a samsung corby pro.
iphone is out of the league u see. :P
quite nice.
i'm liking it a lot! heehee. (:

okayy i gotta be starting on my homeworks then.
i must praise myself for not dozing off during lectures and tutorials till 7pm!!
good job! HAHAS -.-

ever-occupied life (:

2010-01-14T22:17:00.000-08:00

hello!

ever-occupied life indeed. (:
i'm loving it uh. hahahas.
it refrains me from thinking about stuffs.

nothing much to say about my life.
just puzzled about everything.
be it, love or life (:

i'm finding faith and hope in you.
do not let me down.

dead/alive

2010-01-06T19:01:00.000-08:00

it doesn't matter anymore.
i'm amazed by what has happened.
promises and all tht bullshit.
hais.
can't blame anyone right?
no one(that includes me) made the effort either so why care.
it's all over.
it was never meant to last so let it be the ending.
goodbye.

my last words for you;

thanks for everything you've done.
(:
maybe this ending brings about many new beginnings in life.
let's move.
i don't know if you will.
but i think there must be a decision made.
it can't just stay stagnant like this.
it only brings about lots of questions in our minds.
"leave it" is not something i would do for now.
i need to move on.
find my own happiness in other people.

& for you,
have a nice life ahead ((:

triangle,

2010-01-03T06:32:00.000-08:00

we once used to be like that.

and now it's like this.
aiya i guess it's all because of me.
can't change fate rightt?
it's alright.
let it be ah. ((:

you.me.HIM.

unfaithful to you

2009-12-28T07:23:00.000-08:00

no time to tell about my love
you don't need to tell about your love
there's no words to tell about our love
even if you hide the truth, it can't be hidden.
i don't yearn to reach for your hands
i don't yearn to lean on your shoulder
i'm not sad when you're gone
i don't know how to lie this way

hellooo!
((:
busy busy all the way la.
can't believe it.
i'm supposed to be enjoying! HAHHAS.

i shall keep my distance.
cos it hurts when i get too near to you.
i fear i would be made used of again.
cheat,liar ass.
no matter how much i hated you,
i still...can't forgive you anymore.

f off yeah.
thanks.

human's nature indeed.

2009-12-24T07:17:00.000-08:00

it's truly amazing how you had changed overtime.

i can't believe you were such a cheat.
made me believe in you.
& in the end,
i was left alone.

this is why,
friends are always the best (:
not all friends though.
im missing begum and my fighting partner.

you know whatt?
i aint gonna care abt you.
im gonna react after you do.
im not gonna let this shit affect me anymore.

it takes you a split second to change huh.
& for asking why u did it, u say its for fun.
bs man! find another person to share tht shit with you.
(:

let's just be friends.
it's best for both you and me ((:

suck it up.
life sucks indeed.
well, not always.

hard to imagine

2009-12-14T08:26:00.000-08:00

hello hello!
:DD

sorry for the super long no updates (:
hahas.

i'm feeling one kind.
not again.

have been visiting the temple very frequently these days to help outt and all.

saw tiger and linky at ten mile!! :DD

had fun.
super fun ((:
esp teasing useless sugan. heehee.
lots of work and tonnes of fun is something tht i realise, would make my day.

ate ice cream after a long timee man.
& even pizza!! HAHAHAS.

it's hard to imagine being with you,
but it's also hard to imagine a life without you.

cheh cheh! nice eh :P

okok sentiments aside,
i think at the rate im going i might not find a single job( tht explains sg's economy)
& so i'm gonna devote my time to the temple. ((:
simple.

okayy i gtg.
the night is not young anymore & i'm gonna sleep.
:DD
ciaooo!!

irreplacable.

2009-12-10T05:44:00.000-08:00

helloo peepos!!
:DD

went to nuh again to see vino and accompany my mum for appt.
i gave vino a surprise visit.
HAHAHAS.
should see her face xD
classic.

will post a picture tmrw.
dunno if it will amaze you,
but it amazed me like crazy f cos i'm a huge fan of choco.
get tht right in ur mind.
I LOVE CHOCO!!!
HHAHAS.
okok. lame.

anyw,
didn't do much today.
household chores, lots and lots of phone calls accompanied by work to do for them
and watching of BOF!!! (Boys over Flowers)

gosh i loveee it.
at first, before watching the drama i hated Gu Jun Pyo cos of his fugly curly hair.
but now after watching most of the eps, i find it coool leh! HAHAHS. :D
cute ma.
spent the whole day infront of the comp like some comp freakk, watching the drama.
:DD

i think i shld go to the temple tmrw.
get some holy support. HAHAS. ((:

sometimes i just don't understand them.
are u proving yourselves to be cheap people
who take and throw away people frm their lives as and when they wish to?
heartless.
HEARTLESS PPL!!

i just don't understand why must love be blind either.
you fall for tht person at first sight and determine tht he's ur soulmate.
in the end....
it might not always end up in tragedy.
but tell me, which has succeeded more.
tragedy or happy ending in this case?

i don't understand why i got to know you either.
everyth has a purpose,
a reason.
so where's the purpose for this?

f love.

always getting sick. tsk!

2009-12-03T05:53:00.001-08:00

helllo readers!

i woke up
& poof! i found red spots all over my body.
happened to be allergic to smth but dont knw whatt.

then long story la.
only went to doc at 6pm.
x_x
took a jab. (wdh!)
and yeahh ((:

no mood to post such a long one.
so i will end it here.
x_x my face feels like it's burning!!!
jeeez. HAHAHAHS.

ciaozzz! :D

stupid story.

2009-12-02T04:35:00.000-08:00

helloo.

went job hunting with begum and vino.
pretty okay la.
talk more abt it tmrw k.
no plans tmrw i guess.

there was this bird that lived in a tree.
it had so much hopes and dreams.
so much!
it wanted to find someone.
a companion.

but whatt can it do with no wings to fly and search for it's dreams,
what can it do if it was fugly, fat and stupid?

not meant to be. ((:

one fine day and i found you(:

2009-12-01T05:37:00.000-08:00

HEYHO!

hahahas.
hello readers.
& yes, hello begum.
i'm sure you'd be jolly well reading this.
heehee. ((:

let me strt off with sunday i suppose?
heehee.
skipped vocal lessons :X
geez.
i'm getting truant eh.
lols! had been staying all day at home tht day cos of a really bad stomach pain )):
i fainted in the morning and all.
:S

today,
had so much fun!
went over to begum's hse.
vino was there too.
heehee.
we tried figuring out how to use her hse dvd or smth.
then watched a tamil movie then watched disturbia.
freaky man. fuuu.
LOLS.
then we did some gymnastics >:D
and did some job hunting online.

will be job hunting with vino and begum tmrw.
must wake up early siaa.
)):
oh well can't wait though.

and ciao! :D

no signal.

strange thoughts that run through my mind cos of you.

2009-11-28T07:47:00.001-08:00

never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about.

why have i started thinking about youu?
ever since then.

heyheyy!!
will post on wht had been happening since friday tmrw.
quite lazy already.
tooodles!! :D

coincidental.

2009-11-27T05:55:00.000-08:00

omg. did i just find you?

love-hate; bitter-sweet.

2009-11-26T05:49:00.000-08:00

heyhooo!!!

i need to tell something before i strt my nice post :X

I TOUCHED A DOGGGG!!!! I CUDDLED IT AND I SAYANG ITTT!!!
aren't you all proud of me?! :X HAHAHAHS.
hey! it was hard job u knww!! LOLS.
getting over your fear is such a wonderful feeling.
heeheee. ((:

anyw, yesterday wentt to ong's hse with watermelon and BRYAN BINN!! (omggg i freaking miss my cuddly bearbear((: and i got to see him atlast) muahahahs!!
before tht we went to eat our lunch and then we went to his hse.
then bus-ed to fareast and met up with begum and vino :D
watermelon and bin went to find jobs while the three of us went shopping!!!(well not exactly huh! xD)

we did a lot of crappy stuffs la.
try outt weird shades and find vino's 'PERFECT' dress.
HHAHHAS laughs!!!
we went on a fruit diet by buying lots of fruits. heehee.
superbb man!!
then walked to ion.
otw we saw linky and rhaga!!! :DD
gah, i miss the gang la.
meet up soon k ((:
after reaching ion, we went to topshop to try the heels.
omgg they were killer heels lorh.
x_x
then walk around until leg pain.
all of us wanted to eat at mac so we walked and walked and walked.
fuuuuu.
we didnt know where we were going and we ended up walking all the way to orchard central -.-
we bumped into watermelon and gang :DDD
they went back home while we continued to find a pathetic mac.
we found one atlast in centrepoint. fuuuuu. :D

ate and mrt-ed back homee.

(:

TODAYYY!! :D
went to school early in the morning regarding aia award -.-
me and dearest mummy went to temple straight from there.
i'm so satisfied by my work there.
i managed to do gardening and all.
shiok ah! :DD

then sugan,guhan,harini and bragha joined in :D
super fun though it was tiring.
we got to see the peacock and rabbit and all.
there was a mini zoo inside the temple itself.
HAHAHS. :D
the peacock actually layed an egg but sadly it broke.
then everyone was like super sad la. haiyooo.
stayed there and managed to help out till 9pm.
funfunfun!! :D

i saw someone damn interesting today >:D
HAHAHAHS.

i'm a beast.
yes i am.
i'm not a good person at all.
i'm selfish, stingy, jealous, good for nothing.
name it all.
i'm sorry i'm super hot-tempered.
i'm f-ing stupid.
get angry for EVERYTHING.
no one likes me.
that i knw.
i was never a good person.
people may have talked about me behind my back.
she is this and tht.
i have a super sad, emo face if something happens,
as though i want to tell the whole world i am sad.
i'm an attention seeker and want everyone to empathize with me.
no one has to say all these to me.
cos' i guess i figured it all out by myself.

i'm sorry i can't be someone who is patient, calm, generous whatsoever!

i can never be.
i don't want to change for others.
do i have to?
unfair.
it really is.

why must everyone change to fit in?
why?
unfair.

and yes, i sleep to forget all my troubles.
so whatt?
you think the reason why i sleep a lot is because i'm just plain lazy?
you got it wrong my dear.
you really got it wrong.

i hate this part of life.
goodbyes,heartbreaks,fights.
i hate it oh so much.

wish it never happened.

i want to cry it all outt.
i wonder who will be there for me.
even if they were there,
what if it was just for the camera?
give me a break.
one moment you will be there,
and the other moment?
poof... pooof.

A lump a day, attracts the doctor every week (:

2009-11-23T19:39:00.000-08:00

HELLOOOO.

went to cck polyclinic with Dad.
he had his own appt while i went to consult the doctor regarding these mysterious lumps that have been forming on my neck area.
weird. hmmm.
lols.

i had one lump on my cheekbone last week.
& i went to genting with tht pathetic lump in super uber pain.
and yesterday, a new lump formed on the other side.
& so i decided to consult the doctor.
after consulting the doctor,
he said he didn't know what was happening but gave me antibiotics to heal it.
PS: he also said there are more lumps tht are small in size that were about to form!! ARGH??!!
lols. so yeahh.
went back home with Dad.
damn scared for god-knows-what-reason.
and it's damn pain lorh. x_x
save me.
LOLS.

no plans for today AGAIN.
*sigh.
all thanks to begum!!!!!!!!!!!
arsenal la you.

LOLS.
okayy thts it for todayy.
ciaoooo!! :D

phobia. :S

2009-11-23T03:35:00.000-08:00

hello readers!

for the fact tht i am writing a second post in one day,
concludes tht i have no life today.
LOLS.
it's true.
went for dental appt.
then went to temple to meet my dearest mum then went plaza ALONE,
and went back home.

guess what i did next?

SLEEPPPPP!!

goshh. x_x
i really think i'm pathetic.
LOLS.
sleep for god-knows-how-long.

so whatt if i'm scared of dogs?
tht really doesn't mean i'm a weak, fragile person.
it justt means i'm scared of dogs.
i'm not scared of them for no reason.
smth had happened tht made me feel this way.
call me a coward or whatsoever,
i don't care.
cos only i know who i really am.

(:

you can always walk through that door
&pretend that i never entered your life.

replies to tags;

Nick: hola! (: of course we'll keep in touch!!! you're my sexy man. HAHAHHAS. hope church friend is fine >:D

Sam: Hey girl!! you're missed super muchhhh!! :D

ZY: HAHAS. i think i shall wait for the dvd or smth la. btw, they said the last part was very scary. the beginning wasn't tht scary but definitely a movie to watch :D gah. i so want to watch tht lorh. oh well.

Thomas: good for youuu!! HHAHAS please don't write your post until like compo la. i thought i was the worst but i found someone even more atrocious than mine. HAHAHAHAS. jking. take care!!! :D

2009-11-22T19:16:00.000-08:00

HELLOOOOOO!

miss me rightt?!!
HAHHAS :X

came back frm genting on friday nightt.
u can see what fun we had in genting on begum's blogg.
i'm super lazy to type a whole chunk HAHAHS. :D
after i reached sg, went back home, washed up and went to meet ramesh and others
for saturday's show rehearsal(i was singing! :D chio right?!) HAHAHAHS.
anyw, saw the dancers do their stuff then went to raj's hse for karaoke.
cool man. i was stressed at the same time having fun.
HAHHAS.
only rched back home at 12++

saturday was the actual day and so went to ramesh's hse to take the deco at 9.30am.
begum and vino and jasima joined in a bit later.
:DD
then went to the hardcourt.
then the sound ppl came and we tested mics, did the goodie bags and so on.
bought my contact lenses!! warm hazel. shiok u knw! :D
then ate and slacked a lot.
went to wash up and get ready for the deepavali show.
and tada!!! the show strted LOLS.
i saw sivakumar! walao can faint man. xD
ananthi,kasturi,udaya,karthik,saritha,sivabalan all performed.
not bad at all! :D
i think my performance was goood.
HHAHAHS.
((:
reach home at 12.45? yeah arnd there.

on sunday,
skipped vocal lessons and went for shooting for v central's show.
met up with those who were going at lot1.
went to eat breakfast and went to orchard then to beo crescent.
it was fun yet tiring.
we had to clean the whole hse and paint it all.
but i guess i was satisfied tht i did something good. (:
then took mrt to jurong then took a bus to jurong cc.
we went to watch their deepavali show.
it was good but could never beat ours >:D HAHAHS
ate and headed back home.
reached home 11++.
YAY!!

today slept like a pig and woke up 10mins ago.
HAHAS.
:D
need to go dental appointment ):

thats it for today peepos!!
takecare!
ciao!

something weird is happening.

2009-11-15T03:53:00.000-08:00

helloooo!!
it's a beautiful sunday nightt! :D

woke up early for my vocal lessons
with such a sucky feeling tht i'm gonna get scolded upside down
for not cming for classes for so long AND for not practicing at home.
when i reached my class,
i saw a familiar looking face & it was
VIGNESH!! wadafa was he doing there lorhh.
i didn't knw he was teaching me?!!!
my friend?! teaching me??!
so weird sia. x_x
very very weird.
(my current teacher went overseas without telling anyone. hmm? fishy...)
but it ended up to be a fun session and all.
((:
didn't get scolded and all but am stuck with him for 2 weeks!
can tahan :X

went to mustafa; shop shop shop! with dearest mummy. ((:
and went to this shop tht sells super deeelicious chappati(indian wholemeal bread :D)
foooo! it was a blast man.

came back home, slept like a pig till 7++pm!!
omgg la.
pathetic.
HAHHAAS. (:

as promised, shall update on what i had been doing for the past few days! :D

THURSDAY;
went for ticket selling with puyal team..
this time, around yew tee area.
it was ok la. not bad. (:
then went to eat with the GANG(begum never cme )): ) and sooriyan :D
cab back homee.

FRIDAY;
went to school to pay for genting trip..
it was the last day of o's for most in my class.
hoooray for everyone excpt aaron and edwin.
HAHAHAHS. >:D
went to catch a movie with the GANG( siva never cme )): ) along with sooriyan! (:
initially planned to watch paranormal activities
but had to watch 2012 due to some reasons.
LOLS.
but i thinkk 2012 was goood!
though i don't know why the guys found it stupid and all.
diff people diff opinions i guess. HAHHAS.
((:
there were some parts that were unrealistic and all.
but all in all, it was a good movie to catch if paranormal activities is not your choice of movie to watch.

headed back home while begum went out with her cous. :D

i want to watch kandaen kaadhalai! (tamil romantic movie)

it's a remake of Jab We Met(hindi romantic movie)

LOLS.
people said the hindi version was nicer cos tamanna wasn't able to
be as bubbly as the heroine in the hindi movie but who cares!
HAHAHS. ((: she's still pretty and all. :D

SATURDAY;
met up with linky and rhaga to go and set up for the deepavali show.
went back home to get ready for the show at 3+
and met up with vino at yewtee at 5.30 (:
it was a tiring day la.
was super stressed also. LOLS.
then met up with shami at 7pm
andd the show strted.
the show wasn't tht bad though it was an example of a no-crowd disaster kind of situation.
LOLS.
headed back home at 11+pm.

going science centre to see the body body thing tmrw!
with watermelon,begum,marcus and some others whom i haven't figured out who yet. LOLS.
hopefully it's fun and interesting.
not like our usual post exam activities kind of thing.
LOLS!!

going genting in 2 days time!!
OMGG can't believe it HAHAS.
((:
lovesloves!!
i want to go-kart!!
HAHHAS.

that's about it i guess.

will post tmrw before going off genting the next morning.
won't post for abt 4 days i thinkk.
(i shall do a big post when i return or something :D)

don't miss me!! HAHHAS.
toodles! :D

2009-11-13T06:51:00.000-08:00

heyheyy!
damn lazy to post about yest and todayy.
shall do it one shot on sunday. ((:

can't wait to go on monday with watermelon to the bodybody thing.
HAHAHAS.
begum coming with me rightt?! >:D

can't wait for sundayy.
finally after a long time, my throat is going to be real active for vocal lessons.
:D

can't wait for tuesday!!
GENTINGGGG!
wooohooo. (:
can bully edwin. HAHAHAHAHS.
:X

i want to look at you and say hello(:
HAHHAHAS. x_x

im super tired.
need to help outt in deepavali show tmrw.
jeez. needa to wake up early uhh.
ugh.

&glenn,
super sorry for postpone-ing our datee!!
i feel so bad. super badd.
sorry my bad. HAHAS.
after i cme back frm genting.
forgive me dearest! :D
love youuu!!!

HUIMING!!
have fun in your prom nightt.
aiyahh lots of shuai ge will come to you after seeing your fab dress.
meet up reall soon kayy!!
PS: i'll text you tmrw.
pinky pinky promise. ((:
love youuuu!!
ARGH miss you.
& i'm freakin amazed we've came this far!!
I didn't believe i would have ever bonded with u till this longg && MUST CONTINUE KAY.
HAHAHHAS.
i'm super shock u knw! i'm still recovering frm it.
no one has ever done it better than you ; cherishing a friendship so much.
moreover, it was only the last two days of the camp we bonded and foooo look how far we have come.
trust me, though i might not have text-ed you and all,
i still cherish youuu man.
i still rmb the string game we played with the team during the camp and we had to choose someone u really like & i chose u rmb?!
HAHHAAS. i miss your retainers and super straight hair!! :D

okayy thts it for todayy.
pretty tired alrdy :X

ciaooo!!!

PS; my twitter chio rightt?!
after freakin long i'm using it again.
pathetic :X

start of something new! :D

2009-11-11T19:04:00.000-08:00

HELLOOOO!

sorry for not updating yesterday and all.
been busyy!!

O LEVELS ARE FINALLY OVERRRRRR!!!
can't believe it man.
i'm gonna miss my classmates and all though.
on a brighter note, we're gonna meet up on class chalet and genting trip rmb?!!
HAHAHAS.
wooohooo!
damn excited.

anyw,
yesterday was a tiring day.
went back home after my FINAL PAPER.
played cafe world( HEY! IT'S FUN! AND IT'S ON FACEBOOK)
hhhahas! then went to lot1 to meet up with vj,mon,van,hasan,toshiba,val and jas.
then went under the blk cos nth to do ma.
lepaklepak.
then went to strt selling tix around cck area.
the GANG came along excpt for begum. ):
LOLS. me and elan paired up to sell the tix and not bad we managed to sell 2 booklets.
yeehoo! :DD
then later paired up with the GANG,van and sooriyan ((:
managed to sell one pathetic ticket HAHAHAHAHS.
oh well. cannot blame anyone cos the blocks were covered alrdy.
took a taxi back home with linky,rhaga and sooriyan.
thanks guys!! <3

today, i'm not sure whatt i'm gonna do actually.
had to cancel watermelon's date to the gym.
now, i'm helpless.
LOLS.
staying home and rotting with cafe world is a bad idea.
wheres my GANG?! hhahas. :X

planning to cut my hair before genting trip.
should i?
*still thinking since last mth.
HAHHAAHAHS.

this is my 50th post for my new blog.
not bad not bad.
woohooo!
*claps.
i miss my old blog though.
got so many posts one.
HAHAHHAS.

okok thats it for today.
will update later or tmrw.
depends.
heehee.
take care
& tooodles!! :D

(:

2009-11-09T02:58:00.000-08:00

yo! :D

today started off very badly la.
i don't know why but i suddenly no mood i guess.
ugh )):

had mt lesson.
(:

then things got better after i took a short, quick nap in the mrt
on the way to woodlands lib with BEGUM!!! <3
hahhaas (:
went to eat first and then we started off to the lib.
after studying we strted to laugh laugh for stupid reasons.
we listened to diff songs and laughed like some stupid crap xD
LOLS.
exited lib and went to walk around causeway.
went to diff places and had a good time.
then we went to mac.
there's a new one for mcflurry series called "mix&match"
not bad lei!
you guys should try heeehee.
((:
you can mix whatever flavour u want but only up to 3 combi.
:D

&& guess who we saw?!!!
STEVEN LIMMMMM!!! OMFGGGGG.
HAHAHHAAS.
he said hello to me like he know me like tht.
then shami got shocked then ask me who he is.
after explaining to her,
she kept laughing LOLS. crazy she (:
but what shocked me the most was,
he started singing to himself like some crazy f la.
dunno whats wrong with him.
somemore one chinese song in mac. -.-
wadafa.
i knew he was abit kuku after i saw his video on xiaxue going on a blind date and his sg idol video.
-.- omgg la.
LOLS!!!
me and begum laugh like some crazy f until cannot take it.
then we ciao.
headed back home!! :D
saw one cute guy in the lrt!! walao eh. HAHAHAS. (:
okayy didn't say anything HAHAHS.

thats it for tuuuudaayyyy! ((:
byebye!

tmrw mt exam.
shoots. LOLS.

will you be there?

2009-11-08T06:26:00.000-08:00

HELLOOO!!! :D
i'm so hyper.
not sure why also.
LOLS.

went out with shami, linky, rhaga and siva to study.
(i think next time call them team elmo)
the story behind why it is called elmo is damn random.
tsk!!
almost everyday go out with them then lazy to write all of their names.
HAHAHS.
ended up laughing like crap with them.
funny people.
LOLS.
i think today we gossip a lot and we got to knw abt each other more.
not badd.
MUST GO OUT AFTER O'S KAY?!
:DD

3 more dayys!!! woohooo!
& then im freeeeeee.
for atleast 2 mths?
LOLS.

okayy there are two unknowns i have to relate to;

YOU! (you know who u are >:D)
suddenly you talked to me.
long time since i had a heart-heart talk with you.
gah. imy..
meet up after o's kayy.
wooots!! :D

and you,
give me a motivation to get overr.
i'm sick and tired of all of it suddenly.
falling for you was like reaching out for something u can never get.
i thought we were meant to be at one point of time.
but now i realise, you got a life of your own that u need to lead.
can't believe its so hard for me..
why?! ughh.

thats it for today.

mt lesson tmrw!
lazy to wake up early la -.-

tooodles! :DD

a day that made me think a lot :l

2009-11-07T03:16:00.000-08:00

heyhey!! (:

went to play badminton with begum and yk! ((:
funfun.
halfway rain lehh.
but we still play in that heavy rain,
HAHAHAS.
was quite fun la.
haiyaa after 2 hours of playing,
some asses go and spoil my mood. >:l
really hate them to the max man.

you want to be racist don't live here la.
think about where u are and which country are you in.
a country that emphasizes equality okay.
don't show your f-ed up attitude to us.
go and look at yourself in the mirror.
you will never survive in this society if you continue this piece of shit.
what if you were born as the minority?
see if you got respect ahh.
f-ers. talk so much like they taking over the country like tht.
mind your language la.
after all u guys are still young.
please go learn ss when u reach sec3 and learn something.
CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE.
make me piss off like what sia.
show your f-ing attitude to other people
not to us man.
not to us.
stay racist for all i care.
people will start talking about you behind YOUR back.
maybe infrnt of you tooo.
who knows.
keep your comments to yourself from now on.
watch your mouth and be polite to others
black, white, yellow or rainbow coloured people.
i don't care.
just think before you say anything...
go and reflect on your irritating attitude towards society...
after all, sg hands is in the hands of people of your age too.

sorry about that.
just a bit pissed about what had happened recently.

came back home and watched hindi movie called "Janemann"
omgg la i started cryingg.
damn touching movie..
not bad not bad.
one of the rare movies that made me cry.
it's a love story, of course! >:D
ahahas.

i thought about you.
and yes, it's a pain start to moving on.
will you come back?
i don't know...
i really don't.

as soon as forever is through,
that's when i will be over you.

ENDING O'S

2009-11-06T05:34:00.000-08:00

heyheyyy!!

if o's ending.
then p's coming!!! HAHAHAS.
okayy p's sounds like pees/ PEACE!!
o.o
whatever. LOLS.
anywayy im super uber happy.
you know why?
ask me why?!!!! LOLS.
cos 2 papers and i'm off frm secondary school life!!
i know a lot of ppl will miss me but what to do.
HAHAHAHHAS.
PS: eunice already misses me :X

i've still got tamil and science paper 1.
can't wait can't wait.
can't wait for it to end.
can't wait for hols.
can't wait to spend time with friends.
can't wait to do everything i have been wanting to do la!!!
OHOH not forgeting,
CAN'T WAIT TO GO GENTINGGGG!
:DD
can't wait this can't wait tht. HAHAHAHAS.

people want to leave can leave.
people want to join can join.
i can't be bothered alrdy i guess.
i've put in so much faith.
but now, i think no use la (:
whatever it is, i'm just gonna cherish the people who're gonna be with me
whether for a short or long time.

i can't wait for tmrw!!
tell you tmrw.
HAHAHAHS.
suspense suspense
*shhhhh.
okay tht was lame.

anyw, toodles ppl!! :D

you caught me.
but i ain't gonna keep it tht way.
i'll find a way.
myself.
it will all make sense.
one day.

never ending story.

2009-11-04T04:05:00.000-08:00

yoyo! :D

geog was freakin hard cann!
i think i'm going to screw up my humanities.
oh dear oh dear. HAHAS.
haiya cannot do anything about it already la.
but i really think the paper's structure like damn weird.
no sketching, no map reading -.-

phy was good! (:
hahaas.
i think so? :/

went to plaza to eat with yk, shami, linges and rhaga.
&& i saw heri !!! :D
PS: how's the foundation? act cute. so vain for whatt.
imy la!!! after o's okayy? :P

(: then headed back home!

can't wait for at least this fridayy.
after this friday quite relax.
tsktsk.

i learnt smth new from someone who knows how to create weird things out of nothing.
o.o
"toodles! let's go eat noodles!"
HAHAHAHS. :X

ok weird. i know.
okayy then thats it for todayy.
ciaoo! ((:

when someone said, we were gone,
nope we weren't.
when someone said, we were surviving,
nope we weren't.
i've lost my mind. totally.

2009-11-02T04:18:00.000-08:00

heyhey! (:

ss was pretty hard la.
tskkk!!

chem was goooood!!((:
cant believe i could do it.
anyway cannot praise myself
must praise cambridge for the easy paper.
LOLS.

then went lot1 with shami,yk,siva,rhaga and linky.
had fun though i had a very bad stomach pain after that ))):

bought tht medicine for diarrhoea
and guess wht!
its f-ing pain now!
-.-
LOLS.
hope i get well soon like real soon.
):

thats it for today.
toodles(:

make me forget.
everything.
pls.
like everything.
cos i can't take it anymore.
bang my head on the wall.(:
i can never forget.
never.
but at least heal the god damn pain.

& no matter how many time it rings in your mind,
you don't....
ah nvm.

big O :/

2009-10-31T23:16:00.000-07:00

Helloo!
been very busy preparing for O's and all
& therefore unable to update my blog (:

English- not bad. paper2 was pretty hard.

EM- good((:

AM- no comments.

tmrw is SS and Chem.
SS- nothing is going IN!!
Chem- not tooo bad. i think i can excel in this. heehee(:

i'm pretty scared not about the outcomes of the paper
but the level of confidence i have before the paper even starts.
my hands keep trembling lorh. -.- ugh.

nothing much to update on cos i have been studying all the while.
& what is so exciting about studying hor? LOLS :D

i just can't wait for this shit to end la.
really can't wait.

i want to fly off to genting!!!!!!!
LOLS.

gtg then.
good luck to everyone taking O's.
those enjoying their holiday,
happy holidays(:

Spectrum 4.

2009-10-23T19:10:00.000-07:00

hello readers!
haven't been posting in a while.
been busy with o's and stuffs.
yest was pretty okayy.
met vino, alvina and vinodh at bp.
then went to meet the guys.
in the we ended splitting up and all of us took cab cos we were running late.
went into the theatre.
not bad.
it has a design somewhat equivalent to esplanade's one.
& performances were okayy.
could have been better off without the technical faults.
DRAMA WAS AWESOME!
WOOOHOOOO.
heehee ((:
i loved it soooo much.
:D
good job guys!
after show ended..
headed back home(:

'nice' experience

2009-10-16T00:59:00.000-07:00

HELLO!
long time no typing.
o.o?
okay?
HAHAS.

anyway,
today was a painful day.
LOLS.

went for threading!
looks okay la.
no pain no gain.
but let me tell you, it was freaking pain.
((:
but i got used to it later la.

went serangoon to get deepavali stuffs.
quite fun.
esp since i was going with my mum.
she damn funny lorh.
keep wearing tht weird looking sunglass of hers.
x_x

why is love heartless??
i know i dont make sense.
but it is.

thats all.
BYEBYE!
& happy deepavali/ happy holidays!

life is full of ups and downs.

2009-10-12T04:50:00.000-07:00

hello!

woke up early in the morning to do chem.
hmm.. not bad but i still couldn't do some qns.
wadafa.

went for chem lesson in school.
was pretty much the same.
atleast i felt that i learnt it better.
((: cos it was quiet at last.
LOL.

i was offended.
i was really offended.
why are you always so cold.
just bust off!

BYE(:

better to be left unsaid

2009-10-10T18:14:00.000-07:00

i can't wait

to get over you.

you know, it hurts pretty much the same.

& i really need to get over it.

cos it has already been over.

OVER. (:

okayy, random.
i just felt like typing it out.
i don't know if it came out right as the way
i was thinking.
who cares.

i'm pretty much losing my confidence.
):hais whywhy? i don't know.

going out with v later!
woohooo!(:

yest was fun(:

there are somethings i need to tell you.
but it's better to keep it within(:

BYE!((:

Best PE day aka traumatizing experience :O

2009-10-08T06:03:00.000-07:00

hello!
tmrw is the day man.
super scared i get too emotional.
ugh.
speaking of emotional,
i got really emotional today because of amath.
stress man. ):

god please help me! HAHAS

ehh today damn power!
PE was so damn cool!
jeorge tan is my new best friend.
AHHAHAHAHAS!
i'll miss his pe lessons.
played captain's ball like crazy f.
and he really helped me a lot.
woohoo!
(((((:

got presents frm ms ruby!
THANK YOU RUBY PAN!
:DD
love you!
hahass.

then later sellathye brought us out to eatt
shiok man!!
((:
THANK YOU SO MUCH MDM SELLATHYE!
u know u mean a lot to me actually though i dont do your hmewrk :X

tmrw graduation day?
ppl! please bring tissue okay! hahas!
i got smth special for some of you.
*smirks.
i know its nothing big but i burnt midnight oil to do this.
love all of you.
will really miss all of you.
(:
this is not the end!

today, after we went eat,
saw lots of dogs.
some of the guys got to know i have phobia for dogs.
they strted making the noise and stuffs.
irritating vj!
grabbed my leg ! walao eh.
run all the way man.
x_x
paiseh luh.
then went tw with begum(:
then lot1.
walk walk walk until leg pain sia.
but it was fun.
loads of fun right, beb! AHAS.

im super tired now.
yet i still need to do SOMETHING.
>:) zy! i have smth for you!
touched or not? AHAS.

doughnut;
this guy like to act cute.
ask me write about him.
ask me to say hes such a sweetheart.
so here it is(:
EH!
i'm going to miss you!
cry tmrw kay!
HAHAHS.

vinodh;
thanks for everything.
and yes, i won't leave you as a friend.
u might be going through a lot now.
but i am here alright? (:
take care friend.
see u on sunday >:)
thanks for being there for me in tough periods.
you're a gem.

and you,
take time to realise..

how long i have been waiting(:

super bad headache day ):

2009-10-07T05:09:00.000-07:00

hellooo.

today was a very bad day.
i was having headache for the whole day can!
wdh.
super irritating.
i badly wanted to go home.
but seeing eunice's face after so long,
made me stay lorh.
(:
eunice aren't you touched? >:) HAHAHS.

i'm starting to hate chem.
i don't know why ):
no mood ah. HAHAS.
got mood all sia.

they were playing THAT song on tv!
& i was going hyper just now.
then i started thinking.

should i really wait? :l
hais.

2 more days!!!
WOOHOOO.
i can't believe its happening so fast.
i'll miss all of you!!!!
*sobs
bring tissue box on friday please.
and to readers,
please expect a flood on friday.
so... STAY AT HOME(:
HAHAS.

i still don't get it!
why got so much hmewrk!
))))):
super sad sia..
nevermind.
must bear with it.
after 2 weeks,
do exam then CIAO!!!
:DDDDDD

oh well.
i need to do my hmewrk luh.
take good care everyone!!
BYE(:

i'll be waiting.

poker face! (:

2009-10-06T02:07:00.000-07:00

Heyo!
(:
i'm super excited about the weekends.
going out on sat with puyal.
then sunday, outing with vboy.
woohoo!
not bad not bad(:
so today, nothing really exciting happened.
but i'm happy it wasn't a hectic day.
i finished all my chem homewrk last night,
and ms soo ends up asking us to bring it tml so that she can go through.
i'm like.. okay?
LOLS.
went for rehearsals today for prize giving.
quite funny la.
HAHS. (:
while on the way back home,
saw vboy.
without CAST! HAHAHAHS.
not bad.

i think i've gotten fatter.
can see derh!
ARGH.
this is the result of constant stress, constant spending of time on studies and lack of exercise!!
die die die.
after o's must really lose weight lorh.
:l

popopopoker face popopoker face.
nanana.

dunno why this song had been stuck in my head the whole day.
LOLS!

(:

okay then.
i'm gonna ciao!

i can't wait for friday to come! ((:

monday night blues? o.o

2009-10-05T08:00:00.000-07:00

Hey!
my 2nd post of the day.
i'm quite stressed now man.
ugh.
so many homewrks for what.
math. lit. amath. tamil. chem
wadafa?
not like i'm gona finish every single one of them.
but i feel that i should and that's why i'm getting f-ed up.
LOLS.

4 more days till graduation day yet so many stuffs to do before tht.
sian.

help me with me hmewrk!
i hope someone barges into my room in the middle of the night and do all my hmewrk.
hah!
fat hope hor.
LOL.

vinodh! CHEER UP, DEAREST FRIEND.
don't be so pessimistic about life.
good luck for tmrw kay!
it wont be that bad la.
there will be more obstacles in life that are worse than this.
rmb, i will be there for you kay.
stay strong.
(:

why are people so moody these days?
:l

LET'S ALL BE GAY(HAPPY)!!! :D
hahaas.
i hate school.
):

:D 4 more days!

2009-10-05T02:10:00.000-07:00

hello!
(:
today was pretty okayy.
i'm super happy ah.
after a long time(sec2), i'm getting a scholarship.
NOT BAD.
*pats back
HAHAS.
yeahh.
anyway, SHAMIMAH BEGUM CHEER UP.
i know u want me~ HAHAS.

eunice loh never cme school sia.
):

&you!
stop chasing me away!
i'll do better okay!
just don't talk so much >;l

i miss you btw.
(:

AH NVM. HAHHAHAS.
byee.

helloo.

2009-10-04T07:06:00.001-07:00

i change blogskin!
nice?!
HAHAS.
okay i know its like shit.
but i wanted something simple.
so here it is.

not so free already.
STUDY!
hahas.
shall post tmrw.
bye(:

tell me how to save a life.

2009-09-20T20:31:00.001-07:00

happy birthday(:

did you forget?

2009-09-19T22:06:00.001-07:00

yesterday was the same.
tmrw will also be the same.
today had always been the same.

2009-09-15T07:02:00.000-07:00

i don't like you but i can't say that either.
its the weirdest thing i have ever felt.
* fingers crossed.
i would love to see you though i'm not sure what i'll do when i see you.
(:

sweet memories kept within.
this is definitely not love.

2009-08-29T20:35:00.000-07:00

I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three

The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed

2009-08-17T06:56:00.000-07:00

HELLOOO((:

i tell you, yesterday was a hell of a day la.
the hump on my cheeks strted getting better.
BUT! my skin strted to dry!
and it was only the right cheek!
went over to vino's hse
i told her what happen.
then she said she had the remedy to it.
end up she give me the wrng cream lorhh!
wah f man.
then my skin more dry HAHAHHAHA
then i went to phramacy get moisturizer.
now a bit better.
right, classmates? HAHAHA
haiyoooo.
today left amaths lesson halfway.
PEACE AHA.

english oral was quite good la.
not too bad and not too good.
heehee.
((:

i miss shamimah!
come back la.
dont act cute stay at home! LOLL

thats it for today la.
very tired.
good night and TAKECARE!

2009-08-14T00:52:00.000-07:00

HELLOOO!
ehh today is a very paiseh day man.
my right cheek damn red uh!
then got one hump.
i have a feeling its mosquito bite but no itchy feeling uh.
weird.
so i came back home and told my mum.
my mum put something on my face
then my right eye strted tearing!!!
now i cannot open tht eye.
wah sucky feeling man.
imagine blogging with one eye.
i shall be called the one eyed blogger.
HAHA. -.-
anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCUS SNG!
act cute uhh you!
thanks for being such a wonderful friend man!
have fun with your family today!
hope u had a wonderful day!!! :DD

thats it folks.
my eye damn pain.
LOLL.
takecare! :DD

2009-08-12T07:47:00.000-07:00

HELLO folks! :DD
hahaa.
how are you?
i am fine.
-.-
anyway, today morning was a disaster!
had amaths SURPRISE test.
what a PLEASANT surprise hor. x.x
but i think it wasnt that bad lah.
except for the log qns! o.o
hais.
btw, before lessons had strted i was in the foyer.
then tee yong " SURYA!"
wah biang eh.
shout frm one end to the other. haiyoooo.
i so scared then rush to him.
out of all the qns he suddenly asked me to solve an amath qns on the spot..
c'mon ah early in the morning smmore.
my brain not working properly lorh.
tsk!
but i ended up giving the right ans >:) muahhaaa.
after school, i was supposed to go for investiture rehearsal.
however, ong just ruined my plans):
ask me finish the math paper then go. TSK,
then while doing, tee yong kol me on the phone.
" SURYA! why arent u here yet?! dont care math club all"
-.- i finished it asap then went for rehearsals.
sian then he asked whether i went for clubbing. O.O LOLL!
then he say i should bring him next time i go clubbing.
wadafa?! HAHAAAA.
after that, went for night studies.
not bad(:
i finished what i had supposed to do.
not bad -pats shoulders- HAHAA.
mt o level results 19 aug? next wed?
scary.....
tmrw investiture.
WOOHOOOO!
IM GONNA MISS SC! ))))))))))):

SHAMI;;
get well soooooooon! ): imy like abcdefgh!!
come back soon my dearest! hahaaa.
ILY(:

YOU;;
why do you always kill me with your words huh?
why do you always have to make me feel as though i shouldnt let go.
i shall. ((:

YOU;;
thanks for making me get over with it.
you have been a great source of comfort and love.
you have been there when i was in need for love.
((:

thats it people.
&&
this is for EUNICE LOH SZE SZE!

LICK THE FISH!!! HAHAHAHAAHHAHAH

2009-08-07T20:09:00.000-07:00

hellooo. ((:
things have been going on pretty ok except for addmath!
)):
so many hmewrks for the three days.
5 sets of amath. wdh.
i was just thinking how would i cope when they give us so much hmewrk and lil time to revise.
jeez.
time management eh.
im really not good at tht, to be honest.
anyway, thankfully there had'nt been any classes today!
:DD
for the first time in this month and last month,
during the weekends have i ever woken up late.
i feel so good now. HAHA.

iloveyou with all my heart.
((:
dont worry, be happy! :D

2009-08-06T07:27:00.000-07:00

why is it so hard every single time?

especially in this crucial period.

guess what she said was rightt.

problems after problems.
can we find an end to this soon?
i really dont want this to prolong.

this is me.
why cant u accept me for who i am?
why do u need to see a change in me?
i dont need to fit.
i can just be a loner.

thats what u want rightt?

all u think abt is ending it.
have u ever thought of ways to keep this going on.
no.
u want to runaway.
runaway as far as u could.
what abt the f-ing promises?

after all they weren't promises.

they were just words of comfort.
nothing came from your heart.
if it did, it would be hard to let it go.
but u were ready to let it go the minute itself.
self reflection, my dear.
is all u need.

i still love youu.
but u ought to know the i loved the old you.

2009-07-31T20:06:00.001-07:00

Hello ppl.
life sucks, it really does.
it never used to be the same.
for the past few weeks i have been feeling terrible.
why must it always be me leh?
cant you find other people to pick on?
WHYWHYWHY
ugh.
anyway, had lessons today.
and i should admit, today had been the worst day of my life.
everything is falling apart.
hais. i dont know la.

anyway, thanks to those who tried to cheer me up.(:

and you,
thanks for trying to help me out yeah.
i will strive on.
i will prove her man!
she wants it, i'll give it!

and you,
dont look down on me or the others.
we have brains of our own and
we will prove to you that we can do it too.

goodbye,readers(:

2009-07-30T06:14:00.000-07:00

helloo. ((:
just came back from interview.
pretty okayy. heehee.
sorry for not posting for a few days.
ha been pretty busy and stressed.

i know i cant live up to your standards.
shout at me for all i care.
im too used to it man.
but all i ever wanted was to see you happy.
im sorry if i hurt you,
i will try my best this time.
its the last straw
and i shall.
lets have faith.
im sorry for having neglected you.

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2009-07-24T04:37:00.000-07:00

2009-07-21T05:45:00.001-07:00

im getting old!
cannot turn my neck to the right!
my neck become stiff luh!
ugh. )):
tmrw o level LC.
GOOD LUCKK EVRYONE.
today was funn.
heehee.
Happy Racial Harmony Day! :DD
love all of you!
HEEHEE.
post photos soon.

if im meant not to talk to you,
then forget it. (:

2009-07-16T05:09:00.000-07:00

To comical stranger:

life isnt a bed of roses.
strive hard and reach for success k?
u have my support.
u have never failed to make me smile.
and to thank you, i would really like to help u frm the bottom of my heart.
study hard.
prove them all tht u can do it.
most importantly, prove to yourself.
i care for you.
and this is why im saying this.
i ahev faith and trust in u tht u would change.
the rest is up to you.
((:
i'll be there for u when u need me.
you might have lots friends.
but u cannot be influenced.
have a mindset of your own.
im sure u will succeed.
are u ready for the race of effort to begin?((:
i'll be in the race with you.
:DD

sarah told me this and i guess she had made me think.
LIFE IS WONDERFUL WHENEVER U TAKE THE CHANCES THAT U FEAR MOST.NEVER THINK TWICE,AND COURAGE IS NEEDED TO SUCCEED

2009-07-12T21:13:00.000-07:00

heyho! :D
skipped school today.
naughty surya.
no lah i was sickk.
and i couldnt get up in the morning.
LOLL.
then later did i realise that i had to give a song cd to mdm sellathye.
mum didnt want me to go out so she went to school to give it.
thanks mum! :DD

why do i feel this way after all that i have said?
why is it so hard?
this isnt right.
you guys looked so good.
i'd rather be a stranger to all.

catching up with old friends..
sometimes, i have realised that, when your going through tough periods, catching up with an old friend is a good thing.
after all, i have missed them so much(:

maybe you should catch up with an old friend too.
and see what wonders it can make in ur lifee(:

2009-07-08T07:37:00.003-07:00

i dont know where to go.
i dont know where to end up.
i dont know how to go.
i dont know when to go.
i dont know when this would end.
i dont know what will happen.
i dont know if i will suffer
i dont know if i will be happy.
i dont know how i would see myself as.

but one thing i know is that i dont know.

i need to find strength.

i need to realise that " IM SHOULD GO FOR IT. DONT HESITATE; TAKE THE RISK"

i need to buck up

i need to see myself somewhere

i need to have goals

i need to have plans

but when?

i want to let it all out.
i want to fly kites;ride on a boat; see the moonlight near the beach.
so many wants.
but when?

im stressed over nothing.

suddenly, everything seems to be hectic.

what is happening?

2009-07-08T07:37:00.001-07:00

2009-07-01T05:27:00.000-07:00

heyy(:

im feeling scared.
lonely.
pressurized.
sad.
moody.
i dunno what else.
today isn't a very good day for me.
tomorrow's mt o level oral.
im really panicking.
im not sure i can make it.
i dont even know if i can ace my mt paper to pull me up.
i dont know.
im not that good.
dont think i can always ace man.
but im keeping my fingers crossed.
im trying my best.
i need strength and confidence..

please..

2009-06-30T08:45:00.001-07:00

HELLOOO.
:D
hyperness strikes today especially now.
LOLL. dunnoew why la.
very random i know. heehee.
anyway school has reopened.
and ever since then ive been feeling so tired. )):
god save me, i needa focus especially now!!
HAHA.

im so happy.
ok i got nth to say.
why am i so happy?
i dont know.
maybe cos my screw is dislodged frm my brain.
((:

tooodles!

2009-06-27T06:59:00.000-07:00

Heyo! :D hahaa.
today was an awesomee day out with some of my singing mates.
Shankari,Yanthini and Margaret. damn funny lah all of them.
first met up with shankari and yanthini. actually planned to go bugis with them uh.
we did go.
then suddenly margaret say she was lonely and all so we called her out too. hahaa.
shop shop shop! :D
bought a belt and shirt. heehee((:
nice uhh. woohoo!
look around for like i think 2hrs.
then all of us went to iluma to walk around.
heehee.
we went to the fifth floor then to play ARCADEEE! HAHAHAHAA!
its been so long since i ever played arcade or had fun! xD
then i bought tokens to play one game.
must hop and hop onee.
damn wrong ah. HAHA. but was very fun xD
then later me and shankari bought somemore tokens to play biking game. so fun xD HAH.
walk around walk around then i decided to bring the three of them to lot1 cos they havent been there before.
we went to eat ( shankari, rmb the man?? yes the man. HEEHEE)
then walk walk then Yanthini had to go off first(:
left with me, shankari and margaret. xD
talk talk talk, walk walk walk.
then bought ice creams and headed back home.
it was a fun day guys!
hope to go out with u guys again!
love youu! :DD

school reopening?
sigh.
:l hahaa. okeh lah.

ok im gonna watch movie. xD
toodlesss! :DD

2009-06-25T05:40:00.000-07:00

Heyy!
hahaa today was the weirdest day uh.
hais so many embarrassing moments.
first went to school to pass up ong's hmewrk.
i trying to finish the hmewrk then mr rao keep on joking and laughing like some mad person.
but i still like him cos he makes me laugh a lot not because hes got good sense humour but because he has a bad one.
he laughs at his own jokes when other ppl dont -.-
then saw taufik, HERI!! ((:, mr tan and jeng jeng jeng MR ONG. x.x
HAHAHAH!
charlie angels went to meet linges and siva and one of siva's friend or smth.
LOLL i kept arguing with siva. damn funny lorhh. xD
anyway sorry siva. i know you know that it was all for gags.
then all of us went to lot1 to makan. elan joined in.
hahaa. 2 embarrassing moments happened there.

ONE.
surya stands near the prata shop.
surya sees that a lady was having trouble taking her tea.
surya helped the lady take the tea.
The Lady: no i need the whole tray ah.
Surya: orh ok.
surya puts tea back.
-.-

TWO.
Surya stands infront of prataman.
prataman faces surya and talk something she didnt understnd.
Surya: HUH?
Prataman: no i not talking to you. i talking to him(points at another prataman)
-.- ZOMG lah.

so yeahh.. so many weird things happened in one day. x.x
then later charlie angels went to causeway.
then went to woodlands lib.
saw bavithira!! :DD
1 of the charlie angels had to go off.
so ended up with 2.
then yk joined us. :D
i was dreaming then i decided i would sleep.
hahaa. then we left.
in the MRT these 2 irritating ppl keep on making me laugh despite my bladder problems lorhh!
then we crapped and laughed thru the whole journey until the rest in the mrt were staring at us -.- LOLLL!
then later on my wat back home( i was under my block), water splash on me from the block. wahh i super pissed lorhh! tht was the only way i could walk thru and some stupid person just splashed water lah! biang eh. -.-
but i just walked off malu and wet cos one malay lady kept on staring at me x.x
sighh.. what a day.
but i loved it :D

h1n1 is scaring me.
oh man. lets have faith. ((:

i would be the stupidest person on earth if i still have faith in you.
over it.((:
thank you once again for showing u cared when it wasnt sincere.

cant wait for "daddy"s farewell party! HAHA
i wonder what kind of party can he organise.
a mogu party? HAHAHAH!
i knw u knw. :D

thats it for today. TOOODLES!

2009-06-22T07:15:00.000-07:00

Heyhey!

been quite a while since i posted. heehee.
have been busy..
AMATHS CANCELLED FOR THE WHOLE WEEK.
woohoo!
i dunno if its a good thing or bad thing.
but tht meant i have more time for my hmeworkk.
H1N1 is freaking me outt.
andd yet sch reopens next monday as per normal? crap lah.
for once i was so happy that there was an extension of holidayy.
then.. oh crap. -.-
oh well..
went out to study todayy((:
im tired.
im bored
im troubled
but im ok(:
haha okehh anyway, SALIHAN all the bestt okehh?!
:DD you can do it!
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my "DADDDY" is LEAVING! )):
i'll miss you like crazyy.
lets keep in contact through your PLAIN faceboook. xD
hahaa you know i know >:D
takecare of yourselff very very much. :l
you know i know that i'll miss you!! ((:
you and your crappiness will never be forgotten.
heehee.
i know you can never forget me.
HAHA i no need to worry abt tht atleast xD
HAHA! wish u all the best in your future endeavours.
so long,bestest-crapper-on-earth(:
who never fails to make me laugh,
who never fails to make me feel grateful,
who never fails to make me sing well,
who never fails to get flowers for me,
who never fails to make my day no matter how tired i have been,
who never fails to appreciate my kindness,
who never fails to joke,
who never fails to BULLY me! >:D
who never fails to thank me,
who never fails to keep me going during the stressful periods.
your presence had changed my life.
a BIG THANK YOU(:
continue singing like a pro like u always do. :D

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you really did put on a good act.
thanks for being such a great person..
i should have listened. but i didnt.
cos i believed everything would be alright.
everyone around me were just exaggerating..
hah.look whatt fate has brought me to do..
((:
you will never know what my next step is..
u might think everything will go on goood.
but trust me, it wont.
you think you can have it all.
this, you wont(:
u can carry on with your nasty hideouts..
im done with it.

well, thats what i say atleast...but..
you know what? sometimes its hard.
but i gotta do whats best((:

tooodless! :DD

2009-06-17T05:59:00.000-07:00

heyheyy! :D
today has been a very weird yet unforgettable dayy.
hafi joined us in going to the library!
so me shami and vino and hafi met at woodlands lib then went to study.
lots of things happened there lah dont wanna talk abt it. hahaa.
then went to lot1 and played with hafi and shami at the playground in lot1 while vino went home.
vino too mature to play HAHA. :X
no lah she had stuffs to do at home so she took a leave.
haha it was VERY fun right shami?
hahaa hafi got wet in the process of playing the water games..
heehee. yah it was fun but a lot of drama unleashed today lah xD

& tml is the dayy.

no matter how much we fight,
we play,
no matter how far apart we are,
no matter how much i hated you when u showered me with so much love,

i was grateful& i love you! :D

lets think positive..
dont scare me either..
i love you(:
i really do.

its too early..
we still have a longer journey to embark on.
((: its gonna be a minor one, ok?

stay strong babe.!

lets be 100% committed.

2009-06-14T21:59:00.000-07:00

greeting to all!
hahaaa camp yesterday was super uber fun uhh!
this camp had actually made me realise that im actually truly bonded to 4e1 eh? :D
c'mon think abt it.
this had been, you should say, the 1st time we see 4e1's class spirit coming alive.
and im indeed amazed by all of your efforts.
so lets be 100% committed and help each other in future, yes?
:D
we can do it. & it all has to come from the mind and soul(:
yesterday had been a blast.
we learnt about sQ3R and then we went for lunch.
no lunch for me,eunice,shami and yk.
we waited for the rice to arrive then we strted eating.
then went to black box to do the memory game stuff.
then we went back to canteen to eat then waited at the canteen for debrief for those whose parents were coming on tht day.
i strted crapping like crazy.
took videos and photos.
ICHIBAI!!!! HAHAHA! :X
my neck pain luh ok.
xD
yeahh then went to black box, gave our cards to our parents.
the moment i gave my card, my mum stared at me.
at one moment, i felt the love.
and yeah, then went to the back to sit with eunice&shamimah.
then strted cheering,seeing montage and taking pledge.
overall, it was a very gooooooooood super good camp.
i love you all guys!
i'll miss ADRIAN,BEN,VICKI,SIMON,PINKY and a lot of ppl((:
we hope to see u soon esp simon&vicki! :D

4e1,simon and vicki; iloveyou! :D

TIRING BUT USEFUL(:

2009-06-12T05:59:00.000-07:00

heyyo!
had motivational camp today! woohoo.
damn cool ah. but at sme point of time i found it boring but enriching.
hopee to see a change tml. :D
i think im 'enlightened' now. hahaa.
everyone must do the essay ok? :DD hahaa.
adrian gave us a homework to do an essay. thanks ah.
anyway it shows us how committed we can get ((:
morning had some ice breakers then strted the dry part of the day.
food was gooood especially dinner. heehee((:
are u motivated guys?
for me, not yet.
maybe soon yeah heehee.
no need do concert tml! woohoo!
cancelled all rehearsals and performance(:
thank God.

do i have anyth else to say?

oh yes! cant wait for an outing again with excos?
heehee :D so we can talk abt more stuffs wif bert. *grins
thank you bert for the bert book((: HAHA. :X

i miss everyonee. ok very random.

toodles! :D

can i turn back time? i know i cant. so i'll pretend nothing happened to me, stranger((:

fifteen(:

2009-06-10T02:01:00.001-07:00

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
And you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way

It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know, I haven't seen you around before"

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be outta here as soon as we can

And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin 'round
But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors

2009-06-09T20:31:00.000-07:00

heyhey! i think today is the best day of the week. no schoool! woohoo! hahaa.
xD have been slacking since morning.
okeh not really.
i woke up at 7.30 and strted reading the book shami bestie recommended me.
ahh Nora Roberts' books damn nice uhh.
all abt love mah :X hahhaa.
oh well, got out of bed at 10.30; bath-ed and ate.
now im blogging. heehee.
im just pretty disturbed about everything that is happening around me.
why cant friendships last forever?
its just amazing. despite the fact that their friends dont change, they keep changing friends.
oh,forget it.
yest, went to study in lot1 with yk,shami& vino.
vino came at 4++. and yk was a bit crazy yest.
she kept laughing and laughing!! dont knw whats wrong with her.
but she does seem nice ((: hahaa.
& yk, im sorry((:
gonna head to lot1/causeway to study again.

can we bring yesterday back around?

i'm gonna let go of you. you just dont seem to notice anything.(:

if only you knew how i really felt deep inside...

love isnt a game, my dear friend.

i took it seriously.

i wonder if u did.

anyway, it doesnt bother me now.

cos' i think i know whats happening.

or atleast i know what will happen.

goodbye,stranger.

2009-06-07T03:32:00.000-07:00

heyhey! back from Drama Camp!

this camp has really made an impact in my life man.

it really showed and proved to me how much drama had meant to me and how much drama had been part of my life. hahaa.((:

i`ll miss all of you.

Good things have to come to an end, dont you agree?

But that doesnt mean that this bond we've created throughout these years would come to an end.

it would always be in our hearts.forever.

no matter where we are or what we become, these memories would become part of our life.

I love you all ((:

weird things have been happening in my life for the past few days. just hoping for the best luhh(:

school tmrw? oh man. english module? hais hope it would be an enriching one..

will update you with drama camp pics soon. ((:

Toodles!

Grandma; nothing will happen to you. its very minor. dont take things too seriously and worry everyone. we love you & you love us. that is all tht matters now. nothing will happen to you, i assure you. your a healthy, strong and brave person rmb? you will soon realise that i have always been there for you. in your heart. you dont need constant calls frm me.. dont be afraid of the future, grandma.instead, i hope you would cherish the present. you would never leave us. atleast not so soon. i knw that i dont knw what God has organised for you. just be positive and strong and everything will be alright. ((: iloveyou grandma.

a choice that is left undecided. i want to give it my all. but will you?

2009-06-05T07:06:00.000-07:00

ah this is shamimah begum. this gal here, is funny and outgoing.she doesnt care what ppl has to say about her. thts what i like about her. she is someone who would be there for no matter what happens. it can be hard gaining her trust, but c'mon shes the best person you would wanna ever hang out or talk to. ((: i love you, gal! :D

SHES A STAR. hahaha. this is vinothini. ppl call her vino. she looks very bright and nice. indeed she is, but one thing about her, shes super blur. i think ever blur than me :X hahahah. but its her blur-ness that keeps us happy haha. shes a precious person u would want to be with. she makes your life a happy one, and gives you a shoulder to lean on whenever u need one. vino, i love you too((:

2009-06-05T06:37:00.000-07:00

Hello hellooo! :D
its been a long long time since i blogged yeah?
Oh well i am back and i hope i dont leave my dearest blog like i did previously. hahah
life have been very happening yet fattening these days. HAHA fattening? o.O! yes, indeed.
this week, mdm sellathye brought us to an indian dining restaurant then straight after that, me and shami went to sakura for a dinner with the drama SYF cast and crew. damn coool ah the food. i kinda regret that i ate too much in the indian restaurant cos there was awesome food in sakura! hahaha. oh well. then today, had pizza. Ms Ruby treated us with pizza for our hard work during the mid years. woohoooo!yeahh so i have been eating a lot of fatty food for the past few days. ugh!
today, went to woodlands library to study with vino and shami.
initially had planned to go with siva and doughnut. but they cancelled it last min.
so it was supposed to be a girls` study day out.
When shami and vino went to eat in KFC, i had been busy finding for seats in the library when i came across Sharan. so it didnt happen to be a girls` day out but it was fun.
:DD right girls? hahhaa.
then later we went to lepak in causeway for a while and then go and eat while sharan went back home. we had lots of fun basically. talking about our most embarrassing moments and all. we had a good laugh yeah! hahaha.
while we were laughing and laughing in banquet in causeway, shami's slipper tore.
And poor shami had to walk like someone who was limping. hahah. it was very funny but amazingly it didnt offend her cos she herself ended up laughing. hahaa.
then we kept thinking of how shami will get down and up the stairs and stuffs. damn funny ah.
and then there was this man we saw in cck mrt stn, he stared at us while we were laughing like sme mad ppl. then later he just walked past shami so quickly with his trolley, asking his wife to walk faster. the way he asked his wife to walk faster was damn funny ahh, i think if i were to be his wife, by now i would have whacked him and just walk slowly. later then did we realise that he was actually hurrying cos he wanted to catch the lift. >:l LOLL.
after which, vino,shami and myself headed back home.((: it was a blast guys, i hope this would happen more often. bffs forever!! muahha.

Thank you Mdm Sellathye, Ms Ruby,Mrs Soon and Chermaine for the wonderful treat! :DD love youu!

To my bffs: thanks for adding colours into my life. i thought i would never have a very stable friendship with anyone. but u guys proved me wrong eventually. ((: hope this amazing friendship will last even after we go our own ways. at heart, we will still be thre for each other yeahh? i love you guys! & i`ll never forget the both of you for making such a great impact in my life by showering me with your constant love, care and concern. u guys will always stay in my heart. thank you once again. :D

To Mdm Sellathye: Have a good, fun trip to Europe! haha. we`ll miss you dearly. return back safely!! most importantly, have a BLAST! :D we love you.

Drama camp tml! woohoo. everything packed and off to go tml. heehee.
miss me ppl! -.- haahaa,
toodles!((:

2009-06-04T07:46:00.000-07:00

heyyy!((: